When jokes go too far, they can be hurting.  ¶ 4:16 PM 0 Comments

  I looked through the handbook just now for the calender.

And I found some really inspiring quotes.

"Places and circumstances never guarantee happiness. You must decide within yourself whether you want to be happy."

"Happiness depends not upon things upon me, but on my attitude. Everything in my life will depend on my attitude."

" In all things, success depends on previous preparation, and without such preparation, there is sure to be failure."

" If you work hard, the results are easy. If you work easy, the results are hard."

" Every problem contains within itself the seeds of its own solutions"

" Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned."

Like this quote the most.

I hope that I inspired you.
Stay on.
Try on.
Go on.  ¶ 11:54 PM 0 Comments

  今天早晨下了毛毛雨，
你感觉到了吗？

我的鼻子感觉到了。
鼻子敏感变更严重了。
还是感冒了？

四点多就起来了。
提这一盒纸巾，
坐在沙发上不断打喷嚏。

看来最近还是少吹冷气为妙。  ¶ 12:22 PM 0 Comments

  Really distracted.
to the extent that I am looking for jobs already.

And I found some REAL GOOD GOODIES!!!!!!!

100 bucks a day!
Isn't that COOL!

If I really get that job,
I would give my dear friends a treat!


Promise given.  ¶ 11:01 PM 0 Comments

  I'm losing the beat.
The ta-da ta-da ta-da momentum.

After tml, it would be the END OF SECOND WEEK OF O'S.
And I am very very very excited about it.

But the Humanities week is coming.

hate it hate it hate it.

I am afraid that I would not be able to fulfil all the promises I made to myself regarding the things I want to do after O's.

Because I would be SO TIRED and SO SICK and so PISSED OFF.

I started studying for O's around 50days before the first paper.

The O's take place for about 30 days.

Thats around 80 days of non-stop studying.

I have not included the days for prelims, common tests, school tests....

My life is pallid and prosaic.

Sometimes I think to myself, " Am I a teenager?"

I do not want the situation when I am at the age of 30/40/50/60.....,
I would realise that, "Hey!!I should have done that when I am younger!!!!"

You know what?
Sometimes I really think that its a misery to live in S**ga**re(I believe you know what I'm saying!)
No life, no fun, no entertainment.

You are just stuck to that computer or tv if you are at home.
And wonder what!?
You watch the same shows broadcast on tv again and again.
Or most probably you will watch a show that says" 全岛首播” but you will realise that this show is broadcast in other countries for around half year ago?

I think I watched the 黄飞鸿 shows for more than 7 times since the age 5!

Most probably you would think,
lets go to the theme park/ wild wild wet/east coast park/ west coast park!!

I don't mind if you love to join the long queues!
ANd the facilities are like ....boo....
It may be nice for the first trip=)
but it would not be that if you went for the trip for more than 2 times.
The 360 degrees ride would no longer be that EXCITING
The haunted house would no longer be that SCARY( the props inside can be a little more authentic )

What do teenagers do in Singapore??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

Well, Regina

go back to that "run/sprint/jog" of yours now.
sick of this cycle.  ¶ 5:16 PM 0 Comments

  你不是真的很快乐-五月天

人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了
你已經決定了 你已經決定了

你 靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺 的刀割

你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼

這 世界 笑了 於是妳合群的一起笑了
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇
於是妳 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞 的走著

你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了
把你的靈魂關在永遠鎖上的軀殼

你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河
難道就真的抱著遺憾一直到老了 然後才後悔著

你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻 重新開始活著


又是一首好歌。
五月天新专辑中的一首新歌。
超棒的。
歌词也非常有意义。
每一首歌对每一个人都有不一样的感官享受。
尤其是一首写的和自己生活贴切相似的歌。
你找到你那首歌了吗？  ¶ 4:07 PM 0 Comments

  不能在这么堕落下去了！！！
一定要快快跟上进步！！！

最近肚子好不舒服，
好像吃错了什么，
不是胃痛，
就是拉拉！！ oops!
该是好好调理身子了！
一定要定时吃饭！

希望上礼拜背的ss
还在脑子里！！
背了one topic 还剩three topics！！

地理也一样，剩三个要背！！
这两个星期，就必须多多加油了！！！

休息了两天，明天一定要更努力！！！
不然读不完，考试前夕压力一定超大的=(
不想想像这天的到来，所以，
今天过后，
正式封锁电脑！！！

现在胃真的好痛=（
考试过后，想学吉他。  ¶ 11:34 PM 0 Comments

  just came back from STUDY ROOM.

Its been a EXTREMELY-NOT-FUTILE day.

But, its been great chatting with ELAINE and WAN XUAN!!!!

We talked about what we are going to do after O's!!!!

Wan Xuan- our admin- took down notes so that, "Hey! We would not forget what to do after O's!!!"

That involves DANCING.

popping: We gonna "POP" out our lungs and hearts!!!
locking: We gonna "lock" our hands and legs together!!!
Breaking: You know!! I wanna learn that " use your head to roll on the floor" de!!!
Krump: We gonna move like barbarians!!!

salsa?cha cha?
lolx!!!
There's so many different styles to try out!!!

I can't wait for O's to finish.

Alright.
get back to your books!
Regina Lim!!!

Anw.
I was looking for 卢广仲 songs...
esp, “我爱你”
Then...
I found out....
on one of the playlists....

The user will posted the playlist is.....
"Ong TingYan"!!!!

I don't know whether its the same Ong TingYan I know????

but I looked up the profile's information...
and I realise....

"gender :Female
birthday :June 21, 1992 "

Its too much of a COINCIDENCE.  ¶ 8:46 PM 0 Comments

  Why didn't I continue to use Chinese to blog like what I said for the last last post??

好吧！
我又来了。

我觉得好累好累。
像个漏气的气球般。
身体好像不能负荷了。

还有多三个星期，一切就真的真的结束了。

好怀念，好怀念哦。

想像十年后，
万一来个“中学聚会”，
大家会长得什么样子呢？？？

他是个医生？
她是名律师？？
他是远近驰名的大明星？？？
她已经是两个小孩的妈了！！！？？？

哇噻！！！无法想像！！！

再多个三星期，就正式不是武中的学生了。
不在穿泛黄的校服，不再穿那快破掉的白鞋，不再窝在学校那专属我们空间的地方。

十年后的我们，会是怎样的呢？？？

二十六岁。
快嫁了吧？？
还是像对面那个老姑婆，孤守空窗？？

哈哈！

我想毕业了后，在街上遇见彼此， 应该是尴尬的气氛吧？？
想像几年前，还是无话不说的好姐妹呢！！！
  ¶ 8:20 PM 0 Comments

  You know what?
Today is my HAPPIEST day this week.

Its really a burden off after I officially SURVIVE OVER GEOG PAPER 1 .

All the memorising work is HARD.
I practically FREAK OUT ytd when I realise that, "Hey! I forgot everything I memorise last week!"

And thus, I plough through the night and woke at the crack of dawn!
not that exaggerating.
But I did get a SLEEP OF 7 HOURS!

Sleep is really important.

The paper today is sort of a "average-killer-paper"????

but it's still a "not-very-easy paper".

Why am I spouting alien words?????

Well, the topic I dropped came out for two questions.
I almost CRIED when I saw that!!!!!

However, I told myself," Regina Lim, survive or cry."
And I chose SURVIVE, because I remembered I told Xin Fang and Ting Yan before the exam,

" 我已经做了最坏的心理打算， 如果考不好， I will tell myself ' Life still have to go on' "~~~golden quote of the week by Regina

You know what?
THat thought gave me a surge of energy to finish the paper.

Anw, I do not want to talk about my performance for any paper.
That would only pressurize me throughout the whole holiday.
Higher expectations will only bring about greater disappointment if you find out you did not perform as expected.

I want to enjoy my MOST MEANINGFUL HOLIDAY EVER IN MY LIFE after O's.
Maybe it is difficult to prevent yourself from pondering about the mistakes you committed during the previous exams.
But why cry over spilt milk if you know that, "HEY! I CAN DO SOMETHING BETTER FOR THE NEXT PAPER PERHAPS?"

Maybe you can employ this method I use before every O's paper.
I would tell myself," Hey, this is your last paper for this subject! You have been working so hard for the last 4 years just for this paper that could take only around 1 plus hour!! Give it your best shot!! show the others your fruit of your efforts!!"

Don't let silly things such as NERVOUSNESS trample over you.


Alright. Time for my BEAUTY SLEEP.
I cannot stand those dark circles framing my eyes.
YUCKS  ¶ 9:43 PM 0 Comments

  从今天开始，我将要以华语来写博客！

考了英语，所以必须开始担心高华了=（

今天超累的，考到这么晚！！！

今天要早睡，所以就不多说了！

告辞了！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

大家要加油加油加油加油哦！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！  ¶ 9:11 PM 0 Comments

  只有到了终点，才会怀念当初。

We would only cherish the beginning only when we reach the end.

I would not say that it is totally an end, but an end to a beginning=)  ¶ 12:58 PM 0 Comments

  The more the stress that weigh down on me, the more I am determined to plough it through defiantly=)

Listening to some songs currently.
There are many new albums/songs released recently, for example, JJ，五月天， Jay Chou, S.H.E, Kelly.

Trying.
Trying.
Trying.

Use your five senses to feel.
You would know that the world is nicer than what you think to be.  ¶ 11:05 AM 0 Comments

  stress.
I am stressed.
stress.
I am stressed.
stress.

Yet, I am still here blogging?

Fool.
You are a fool, Regina.

I have not finished my physical geog and my chem.
And my amaths....
my eng....

All the papers nest week.

I kept assuring myself that O's will be much easier to score.
but, But, what's the panic that's shrouding me now?
The fear that envelope me,
and I am struggling to get them off the neck...
my shoulders...
STRUGGLE.
I am not nervous.
But scared.
afraid.
but AFRAID of what?
what?
what?
what?

getting a disppointing L1R5?
Not getting enough A1s to allow my mom flaunt them during CNY?

I tell you.
I think I am definitely not going to cry if I did not score up to my expectations.
But I will be disappointed.
but not CRYING.
NO.
NO CRYING OVER RESULTS.
No crying over silly things.
No crying over friendship.
No crying over family matters.
No crying in the nights.
No crying over the past.
No crying.
ever ever again.

Mom said, " You must score better than your sister."
Mom murmered," Why didn't you work harder to get into the triple class?''
Mom boasted," My children are the best."

Keeping the momentum is difficult.
Maintaining at the top form is hard.
Being number one in others' hearts is tedious.


The road to success is lined with obstacles.

Will I be able to overcome my mental barrier?
  ¶ 9:00 PM 0 Comments

  I can't find a good song recently=(  ¶ 11:28 AM 0 Comments

  After visiting Elaine's and Xin Fang's blog, I decided to do SOMETHING!

NUMBR 1:WHAT I AM GOING TO DO AFTER O'S.

Well. This is important!
Although I have written down on foolscap a list of things which I am going to do after O's, I'll like to share!

1) WORK. I am totally a work-maniac or "self-saddist". I can't stay at home for that 2 months doing nothing except laying my legs around and wait for my parents to spoon-feed me.

2) SMILE. I am going to wear a smile on my chubby face everyday!

3) EXERCISE. Exercise is good. Exercise is cool. Exercise is beneficial for my health!

4) GATHERINGS. There are all sorts of gatherings. And I love all of them!
-1 December: My pri school gathering with my pri sch girlfriends.
-Co outing
-Gathering with Elaine,Xin Fang, Ting Yan, Wan xuan!
- and not to forget Candice and Weiling!=)

5) VIDEOS. I am going to watch every taiwan drama serial!(impossible= I-M-POSSIBLE)

6) TUTOR MY BROTHER. His studies is......! ER JIE got to help!

7) Change a look! Most probably I am going to dye half of my head orange and the other half pink. I would stand out in the crowd and no one would say that he/she cannot see me with the others blocking me! And I am going to have a center-parting from the front edge of my head to the back!

Please be reminded that the above list is not exhaustive!  ¶ 10:16 PM 0 Comments

 

I am not stressed, just more serious.
I have not changed, just more mature in thinking.
I am not impersonal, just devoid of feelings.
I like to smile, just not in front of those I am not familiar with.

I am still Regina, if only you look at me at a different angle now and weigh me with a different criteria.
  ¶ 9:50 PM 0 Comments

  7 more days to O's.
Time really flies.
I could still remember...
100th day before O's: I am preparing for Prelims while count down-ing for both Prelims and O's.
56th day before O's: Prelims ended.
50th day bfore O's: I went back to my books again.
2oth day before O's: Its Hari Raya Puasa but I used the day to study.
14th day before O's: Graduation Day
10th day: Chem consultation and a tile of my class's roof dropped.
7th day: Here I am!

I think out of the 365 days for this year, I had been studying for at least 200 days?  ¶ 10:49 PM 0 Comments

  Slow but consistent.
That's what I would describe my revision.
But I think its really a little too slow.  ¶ 7:52 PM 0 Comments

  Recently, I have that super super gigantic appetite.
I love to eat.
When I stop eating for 3 hours(max!), I would have gastric pains.
Thus, I would grab any available snacks in the kitchen or do not mind the extra mile to the nearest convenience store.

Eating is cool.
Although I just finished a packet of mee goreng 2 hours ago, 1 big pau 5 hours ago, I feel HUNGRY!

I can eat an elephant now!!!!!
How am I going to sleep with this empty stomach?

Anw, WAN XUAN told me THIS really hilarious joke that made me cry with laughter.
I SHALL NOT SHARE WITH YOU.-_-

*No more visits to the study room for at least 1 week.I shall put up a brave fight with my books at home!  ¶ 12:33 AM 0 Comments

 
  ¶ 8:51 AM 0 Comments

  Yes. I removed the tagboard and hit counters as I think they are of not much use to me now.
No one tagged and not much people came.
I think that's quite good anyway.
I get to stay in my own world, and get some peace from those hectic activities.

Or maybe you are just afraid?


I am beginning to treat this study leave more of a holiday than a "study leave".

Sometimes, do you feel that you really really want to do something but it is beyond your abilties to do so?

or you are restricted to do so.

especially by $$$MONEY$$$.

Believe it or not.

This world is all about money.

Flip through the newspapers and you would definitely see some reports on arguments over $$$money$$$.

Lets take for 林利(I believe you know who he is) as an example.
The argument that the living people are over the matter of the borrowing of money.
The photos that show "she" cried because "her" husband causes her to be weighed down with debts.

This is a materalistic world.  ¶ 10:47 PM 0 Comments

  Hey yo!!!

I went to study with wx and elaine at the study room today!

Intially, the room was quite packed and we got only 1 pathetic small table for the 3 of us.

Then, gradually the people left, and that only left the 3 of us in the room.

We were super estatic and started to play around.

Today was not productive.

I am not as hardworking as 2 wks ago.

Trying.

and yes, I am going to study again at the study room at 9.30am early in the morning tml!!

And I will be going alone as the 2 of them have to go to school!!

Bu I think they will be joining me??  ¶ 9:49 PM 0 Comments

  有些事， 不必说， 我想你应该明白的。
讨厌你那种自私，矛盾的想法。  ¶ 12:54 PM 0 Comments

  The study room, just as expected, is BRAVO and salubrious(new word I learned!).
When we reached there, Wx and I found a table and settled quickly.

But, BUT, BUT, both of us learned sth really useful today.

which is OPENING THE DOOR.

The study room's door is REALLY DIFFICULT TO OPEN.

We would have to swap the card, wait for the beep to come, while holding the handle nervously.
Then when we FINALLY managed to open the door successfully after several attempts, we have the intention of going down on our knees in tears, overpowered by victory to do anything else , or shout in jubilation. That is really a fine moment of pride and exhilaration!

Of course this is euphemism!

However, I am really glad that I went out to study today as I am DEFINITELY going to doze off at home.

I have that surge of energy which keeps me going the whole day when I study outside.
I am already going to close my eyelids while sitting in front of my computer.

Alright. I have to go for dinner.

I am going to SLEEP AT 10 SHARP TONIGHT.

  ¶ 7:34 PM 0 Comments

  Having only a pitiful 5hours of sleep last night, I look wan and exhausted.
My mind is clear, but my body is drained of energy.

I went to school for hcl lesson today.
Its rather useful.

I gathered for assembly with Heeyi.
Then, yes.
For my first time in my life in BPGHS, I am able to see the people who raise the flag!
The air is cool.
There is almost no one to obstruct my view and thus I do not need to tip-toe to get a better look!

I am going to cc's study room to study with wx, in half a hour's time.
The study room is cosy, air-conditioned....
and FREE

Anw, I went to check on the dates of opening house of some JCs.

NJC: 18 Oct(9am-3pm)
Hwa Chong: 10 Oct(1oam-4pm)
ACJC: 8Oct( 1pm-6pm)today???

kk.gtg  ¶ 12:55 PM 0 Comments

  Well, I lied and broke my vow. There are too many temptations, like using the computer!And I am unable to get to sleep.
I have insommnia lately. I tried my best in forcing myself to sleep by breathing in and out BIG breaths. Counting sheeps have no use! It is corroborated by research!

This is one of the graduation photos that I MUST show!
Nice sunflower right!
I think few people will be able to find this gorgeous sunflower in a well-hidden area in our school.
Actually, there is another photo with the sunflower, but I accidentally deleted it!(hinting Yan shuang to send me again though this is the third time!oops!>_<)

Anw, did you notice that I am actually wearing an awkward expression?

And did you notice that the uncle is TOUCHING my hand?

And do you feel, like me, as if I had been 'eaten tofu"?

Well, I have to explain.
The uncle actually intended me to touch the beautiful sunflower.
Thus he just grabbed my hand just as the camera is ready to click!, and TADA, the photo was taken, with me trying to sort out my thoughts!

The uncle has a daughter who is about 40 years old!
Around same age as my mom!
Hence, just treat it as a "grandfather- granddaughter "contact?

Anw, today is my SISTER'S 18TH BIRTHDAY!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

We did not go out for a sumptious meal, or prepare steamboat at home.
All we had is simple fare and a birthday cake!
My sister reached home around 8 plus with lots of presents and wishes!
She said that we will have home-prepared-steamboat on my bro's birthday, which is coming in another 2 weeks!
I did not give her any presents(though I really thought of a guitar as a birthday gift!!!).

My sister said that she can buy 4D and toto now.

Will the numbers 9204 emerge as the winning numbers tml?

  ¶ 6:43 PM 0 Comments

  I have GRADUATED.
GRADUATED
GRADUATED
GRADUATED
GRADUATED
GRADUATED


Today is really an eventful day.

One of my best days in BPGHS.

I would remember ALL of you!

ALL

Even those from other classes which I am not familiar with
Even those I have not talked to over these 4 years.
Even those I would only say "hi" and "bye" to.
Everyone

Everyone who have graduated from BPGHS on 2008.

I have taken many photos today
with MANY ppl.

It is SO SWEET when someone you have NEVER talked to before come up to you and ask,"May I take a photo with you"?

The class videos are rather meaningful.
The teachers' speeches are real sweet.

My class video....
frankly speaking is rather pallid and prosaic as compared to the other classes...
Anw, I feel quite embarrassed that I think around 50 % of the photos have my face inside?
It turns out that I seem to be the one who made this video and I am quite "自恋“？

oops!no offence

Anw, its been a great day with lots of photos taken(though I have no hope of getting most of the pics).

One day after my O's I am going to get this REAL BIG box to contain all my yearbooks, school uniforms, cds( photos burned inside), nametags.

Alright, I shall stop blogging and get back to my books.
I VOW that I am not going to blog until my O's is finished.


Lastly, Is my class having a class chalet at the end of the year?




  ¶ 4:35 PM 0 Comments

  http://myblogtribal.blogspot.com/

Some blogs you may want to take a look to kill time.  ¶ 9:18 PM 0 Comments

  Its been an awesome day(though I have not gone back to my books).

I just watched my class graduation video.

Here's the link.
http://kr.youtube.com/watch?v=NiJ6jWBgR08

Anw, this person here used the photo(wx, yan shang and me) as his/her profile image.
I don't think its not very nice to do so.

Even such few words can bring such huge emotions to me.

I love my friends.
I love my family.
I believe that I am growing to love myself.  ¶ 6:54 PM 0 Comments

  One of the best things one can do in the world is to fight/ play with my brother.

Why?

You can de-stress.

serious!

One would laugh your head off while exchanging blows with my brother.

Imagine fighting with a 9 year-old boy just over some small, unimportant matters.

That's really amusing!

Esp. when he does stupid, childish tricks that he thinks that you would fall into it.

Lets take just now as an example....

He splashed water in front of my door, pretended that my mom called me out to help her, and watched intently while wishing that I would come out, slip, and fall!!!

Of course, given a 16-year-old intelligence, I did not fall into the trick!!
but instead, reprimanded him for making a mess!!

Thus, he went to take the mop, cleaned up the mess, and used the mop to do stunts!

Rested for 2 days, and its time to get back to my work again.
SPRINT!  ¶ 8:39 PM 0 Comments

 
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Go. Regina.
You are not competing with others.
But yourself.  ¶ 4:43 PM 0 Comments

  I Gotta Find You , Joe Jonas
Everytime I think I'm closer to the heart
Of what it means to know just who I am
I think I've finally found a better place to start
But no one ever seems to understand
I need to try to get to where you are
Could it be, your not that far
You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing
I need to find youI gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need, the song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you
Oh yeah
Yeah yeah
You're the remedy
I'm searching hard to find
To fix the puzzle that I see inside
Painting all my dreams the color of your smile
When I find you I'll be alright
I need to try to get to where you are
Could it be, your not that far
You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need, the song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you
Been feeling lost, can't find the words to say
Spending all my time stuck in yesterday
Where you are is where I want to be
Oh next to you... and you next to me
Oh I need to find you... yeah
You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you (yeah)
You're the missing piece I need, the song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing
I need to find you (I need to find you)
I gotta find you (I gotta find you)
You're the missing piece I need, the song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you
Yeah, yeah... I gotta find you  ¶ 10:32 AM 0 Comments