THE REVIVAL OF THE BLOG
Saturday, November 14, 2009
I was so tired yesterday after strings' outing that I fell asleep at 7pm and missed dinner and woke up at 9am this morning.
Yesterday's outing, though known as strings outing, almost turned out as the 3 of us outing only, to put it bluntly.
But nonetheless, its great to see the juniors and know that they are doing fine, and though the 3 of us don't know the sec 1s, its awesome to see them mix really well, the sec 3s, sec 1s, and sec 2s.
And just merely watching them play games really bring me back memories, the BP memories, and how unglam-ness we had been.
But I still enjoyed the past, as trying to be glam now in JC just restricts my movements, that an image has to be held up with great esteem.
My secondary years are crazy, we never cared about how unglam we'll be in school, and how embarrassing it will be to fall down etc, and we just eat ferociously if we are really hungry, and I just swear vulgarities if I feel like it.( though not to that extent)
JC life is still alright, great in another way.
///back to ytd's outing, the rain brought us down after reaching there for less than 2 hours, then plans reverted and back to vivo.
candice, weiling and me went to another part of sentosa though, as suggested by me, and I took a picture with the merlion=) LOLX!
then juniors went movie-ing, and the 3 of us, though drained out of energy, went on shopping around VIVO.
Yesterday is really awesome=D, considering that its the first gathering we 3 had since after CO ended?
(not after O's)
We just crapped all along, laughed and giggled though many were looking at us on the train.
ANW, pictures up soon, and I took a really funny video which I don't think I should upload on youtube as I MAY shoot it to fame or even overtake Ris Low. LOLX!!!=DDDD ¶ 3:09 PM 0 Comments
Yesterday's outing, though known as strings outing, almost turned out as the 3 of us outing only, to put it bluntly.
But nonetheless, its great to see the juniors and know that they are doing fine, and though the 3 of us don't know the sec 1s, its awesome to see them mix really well, the sec 3s, sec 1s, and sec 2s.
And just merely watching them play games really bring me back memories, the BP memories, and how unglam-ness we had been.
But I still enjoyed the past, as trying to be glam now in JC just restricts my movements, that an image has to be held up with great esteem.
My secondary years are crazy, we never cared about how unglam we'll be in school, and how embarrassing it will be to fall down etc, and we just eat ferociously if we are really hungry, and I just swear vulgarities if I feel like it.( though not to that extent)
JC life is still alright, great in another way.
///back to ytd's outing, the rain brought us down after reaching there for less than 2 hours, then plans reverted and back to vivo.
candice, weiling and me went to another part of sentosa though, as suggested by me, and I took a picture with the merlion=) LOLX!
then juniors went movie-ing, and the 3 of us, though drained out of energy, went on shopping around VIVO.
Yesterday is really awesome=D, considering that its the first gathering we 3 had since after CO ended?
(not after O's)
We just crapped all along, laughed and giggled though many were looking at us on the train.
ANW, pictures up soon, and I took a really funny video which I don't think I should upload on youtube as I MAY shoot it to fame or even overtake Ris Low. LOLX!!!=DDDD ¶ 3:09 PM 0 Comments
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Today's econs and chem lectures are a disaster.
starting on J2 stuff already: macroeconomics+ chemical equilibrium
goodness.
Next mon+tues will be disastrously disaster.
Resilience workshop+ EMO&PHYSICAL WELLNESS PROGRAMME AND PCCG Prog????
wth.
pon--ing school in progress on mon/tues. ¶ 8:54 PM 0 Comments
starting on J2 stuff already: macroeconomics+ chemical equilibrium
goodness.
Next mon+tues will be disastrously disaster.
Resilience workshop+ EMO&PHYSICAL WELLNESS PROGRAMME AND PCCG Prog????
wth.
pon--ing school in progress on mon/tues. ¶ 8:54 PM 0 Comments
Monday, November 9, 2009
BECAUSE PW'S OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nearly cried out in undiluted joy immediately after Ben finished his Q&A as we are the last group of the session and he's the last speaker of our group.
And we got the 头奖！！！
We got the M+MOE+C, which means school assessors+MOE moderators+Cambridge moderators-_-'
Its totally shocking that after Sunshine's and Camelia's groups presentation (which they did not get the moderators), MORE teachers( from the original 2) started to walk into the classroom.
Its JAW-DROP.
But nonetheless, we tried our best and I think the presentation is the best presentation we have ever done among all the practices.
And the Q&A which I always screw up during my practices, I gave my best shot this time round.
Its really over.
Hopefully my efforts will pay off and at least get a B.
I can still imagine ytd's scene when I practise my speech for more than 15 times ytd and was totally screwed up when I realize that all my timings overshot 5mins.
I can still imagine ytd when I was cracking my head to put up the best answer for the question, " Why do you want to conserve Chinese Opera in Singapore?"
I can still imagine last night when I was so scared that I will not be able to wake up at 5am, and thus I sub-consciously awaken myself up for 3 times, 1.15am, 3.16am, 4.30am.
I can still imagine the days when I sit in front of the computer for continuously more than 6 hours to edit EOM/I&R/WR/OP script/ OP ppt.
I can still imagine the day when I was so despondent over my grandfather's pass-away but I still have to finish up final-exam-PI and hand in on the 3nd day of the funeral and realize that my home's com crashed and had to go to my cousin's hse to finish up the final PI.
PW's traumatising.
But I'm already really lucky that I have really awesome group members who did a fair share of PW. Everyone put in tremendous effort, we had fun during group meetings, we practised practised and practised vigorously for OP.
And PW's finally over.
took place for more than 7 months.
AND ITS FINALLY OVER!!!
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Sunday, November 8, 2009
Tomorrow's OP.
I think if I stay calm and am not overwelmed by nervous-ness, I should be doing alright.
Hopefully the questions they ask are really that "simple" as quoted by Steven.
Hope that just like what Min Yi said about me for the last OP rehearsal session:
"Regina looks calm."
BE calm, LOOK calm, STAY calm.
This is the time that superb acting comes in.
The last track to go for J1!
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Saturday, November 7, 2009
Will be really GG if they ask me questions like these:
"Why did you choose Nang Yai?"
"Why did you choose Chinese Opera?"
" What are the similarities between Nang Yai and Chinese Opera?"
" Why do you choose to conserve Chinese Opera in SINGAPORE?"
wth.
askmeaskmeaskme questions like these:
"Could you explain how you developed this strategy in relation to the lesson you learnt from Nang Yai?"
"Which lesson is the most significant/important?"
"How do you know there is a decline in Chinese Opera?"
"Why particularly youths?"
life's turning terrible for me.
not pessimism.
but really un-optimistic=(
Hope to really get over school stuff and start holidays.
Although there are still lectures after OP,
and school ends at freakingly last wk of NOV.
And the next week of that week is my birthday.
Just another day. ¶ 7:53 PM 0 Comments
"Why did you choose Nang Yai?"
"Why did you choose Chinese Opera?"
" What are the similarities between Nang Yai and Chinese Opera?"
" Why do you choose to conserve Chinese Opera in SINGAPORE?"
wth.
askmeaskmeaskme questions like these:
"Could you explain how you developed this strategy in relation to the lesson you learnt from Nang Yai?"
"Which lesson is the most significant/important?"
"How do you know there is a decline in Chinese Opera?"
"Why particularly youths?"
life's turning terrible for me.
not pessimism.
but really un-optimistic=(
Hope to really get over school stuff and start holidays.
Although there are still lectures after OP,
and school ends at freakingly last wk of NOV.
And the next week of that week is my birthday.
Just another day. ¶ 7:53 PM 0 Comments
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Because I met this girl today on the way home!=DDDCANDICE!!!!!!=DDDD (in middle)
Its really awesome to meet her=DD
Brings me back a lot of memories.
And although we also have a short convo of abt 15mins, its really awesomely awesome.
Brings me back memories like this:
THE old CO days=DDDD
The concerts, the practices, the "da zu"s, the craziness the 3 of us had tgt.
In fact, I missed playing er hu.
Cnt believe that I've not touched erhu for more than a year.
My skills must be rusty!!!!
ISELAND CREAMERY DATE with her after OP, not forgetting weiling!!!!=DDDD
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Monday, November 2, 2009
because now I can feel my throat burning, my nose's running like a tap, and my heart palpitaing.
Maybe I just need more rest, maybe its purely because I slept at 1230 last night, or I'm just really breaking down from the horrors of OP.
Must finish my question bank tonight, and answer bank, and memorise my script.
Clarifications:
My last last post( if you have really been so lucky to see it), was overly-exaggerated.
It was really out of impulse.
And I swear I wanted to delete it when I posted it.
But blogger is such a damnshit system.
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Maybe I just need more rest, maybe its purely because I slept at 1230 last night, or I'm just really breaking down from the horrors of OP.
Must finish my question bank tonight, and answer bank, and memorise my script.
Clarifications:
My last last post( if you have really been so lucky to see it), was overly-exaggerated.
It was really out of impulse.
And I swear I wanted to delete it when I posted it.
But blogger is such a damnshit system.
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Because even the weather is also defying me.
I think I have a high possibility of getting sick if I eat anymore fried food this week.
Already down with a mild flu, headache.
Please, at least, let me endure until next monday afternoon.
when OP's over.
I really cannot make it for the response of questions.
I'm afraid. ¶ 7:12 PM 1 Comments
I think I have a high possibility of getting sick if I eat anymore fried food this week.
Already down with a mild flu, headache.
Please, at least, let me endure until next monday afternoon.
when OP's over.
I really cannot make it for the response of questions.
I'm afraid. ¶ 7:12 PM 1 Comments
Sunday, November 1, 2009
I'm really unsure of what will occur to me next year.
Because I am already struggling in J1, and I believe that J2 will be worse.
Because this year, I'm already suffering from the symptoms of stress.
+Serious sleep-walking ( I sleep-walked ytd's ytd again)
+Hair fall
+Clenching of teeth when I'm sleeping or even regular daytime
+always tired
+very emotional
+unable to control my temper
I just cannot control my temper.
It feels really retarded, like low EQ.
And I just keep giving my classmates and PW groupmates that "SHINGZ-OFF" look or "ROLL-EYES" look.
Think I'm slapping myself one day.
Today's PW meeting is alright.
Thanks nadia's parents for Macs treat=DD
anw, JQ's and nadia's parents always take care of our lunch when we go their house for PW meetings.
Are really grateful for that!!!=DDD
And I think I 'm going to start the macs monopoly game soon!!!
Its really attractive.
Macs really genious to think of such a good idea.
OPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOP.
Really scared~~~
It feels different that it is already 1 Nov.
Start of a new month.
And I've gotten my result slip.
Miscalculated my rank points.
Its 55.-_-
55 and 57 feels really different to me.
Its just different.
Percentile for each subject is still rather average.
except for GP!!!=)
But complacency will soon step over me.
Must not get complacent over GP.
Learning english is a forever ongoing process.
An english teacher taught me that.=DDD
Although he used to pick on me during his english lessons, and he said he don't, but I'm really thankful for his teaching.
He is really the best english teacher.
Otherwise I may have scored even worse for my O's.
You must have guessed who 'im talking about right!??!!!lolx!
Doing PW now.
Doing.
Doing.
Doing.
will not watch KO san guo for the whole wk le.
Focus on OP.
Clarity of speech.
Fluency of speech.
Awareness of audience.
Must not NAQ for answering question.
Last shot.
Give it my best shot.
Do it, Regina.
My will is weak,
my encouragement is strong,
am in self-denial.
Remind myself that I got praised during my OP practice.
Our OP caucasian workshop instructor complimented that she really love my voice, praising that I have a really a nice speaking voice.
This is really a genuinely motivating compliment that I get for my oral presentation, which I always freak out when I'm in sec sch.
Although I still remember that Ms Meyer, my Sec.2 teacher, complimented that from my speech, she can see that I have great leadership skills.
And thanks to Jimmy, who also supported the instructor, and gave me high ME for fluency and awareness for last OP practice, although he is really strict in fact.
And Terence, for giving me low EE for both.( although I think I really want to apologize to you for some misdeeds I've done to you in the past-_-)
And vivian chow for the high MEs.
I have really sweet classmates=)
Promise that I'll definitely study really intensively during dec. holidays!
especially with my classmates who are in list B, C or D.
I believe they can make it!!!!=DDD
Really don't want our class to shrink anymore further.
Its down from 20 to 18 already. ¶ 10:03 PM 0 Comments
Because I am already struggling in J1, and I believe that J2 will be worse.
Because this year, I'm already suffering from the symptoms of stress.
+Serious sleep-walking ( I sleep-walked ytd's ytd again)
+Hair fall
+Clenching of teeth when I'm sleeping or even regular daytime
+always tired
+very emotional
+unable to control my temper
I just cannot control my temper.
It feels really retarded, like low EQ.
And I just keep giving my classmates and PW groupmates that "SHINGZ-OFF" look or "ROLL-EYES" look.
Think I'm slapping myself one day.
Today's PW meeting is alright.
Thanks nadia's parents for Macs treat=DD
anw, JQ's and nadia's parents always take care of our lunch when we go their house for PW meetings.
Are really grateful for that!!!=DDD
And I think I 'm going to start the macs monopoly game soon!!!
Its really attractive.
Macs really genious to think of such a good idea.
OPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOP.
Really scared~~~
It feels different that it is already 1 Nov.
Start of a new month.
And I've gotten my result slip.
Miscalculated my rank points.
Its 55.-_-
55 and 57 feels really different to me.
Its just different.
Percentile for each subject is still rather average.
except for GP!!!=)
But complacency will soon step over me.
Must not get complacent over GP.
Learning english is a forever ongoing process.
An english teacher taught me that.=DDD
Although he used to pick on me during his english lessons, and he said he don't, but I'm really thankful for his teaching.
He is really the best english teacher.
Otherwise I may have scored even worse for my O's.
You must have guessed who 'im talking about right!??!!!lolx!
Doing PW now.
Doing.
Doing.
Doing.
will not watch KO san guo for the whole wk le.
Focus on OP.
Clarity of speech.
Fluency of speech.
Awareness of audience.
Must not NAQ for answering question.
Last shot.
Give it my best shot.
Do it, Regina.
My will is weak,
my encouragement is strong,
am in self-denial.
Remind myself that I got praised during my OP practice.
Our OP caucasian workshop instructor complimented that she really love my voice, praising that I have a really a nice speaking voice.
This is really a genuinely motivating compliment that I get for my oral presentation, which I always freak out when I'm in sec sch.
Although I still remember that Ms Meyer, my Sec.2 teacher, complimented that from my speech, she can see that I have great leadership skills.
And thanks to Jimmy, who also supported the instructor, and gave me high ME for fluency and awareness for last OP practice, although he is really strict in fact.
And Terence, for giving me low EE for both.( although I think I really want to apologize to you for some misdeeds I've done to you in the past-_-)
And vivian chow for the high MEs.
I have really sweet classmates=)
Promise that I'll definitely study really intensively during dec. holidays!
especially with my classmates who are in list B, C or D.
I believe they can make it!!!!=DDD
Really don't want our class to shrink anymore further.
Its down from 20 to 18 already. ¶ 10:03 PM 0 Comments
