beautiful picture I found in my com.




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  2.4km running today. I think I scored 13.50min...anw, I ran with a mild fever, headache, flu, cough, sore throat....lolx.I dono why I was forcing myself 2 do all these. I actually could take the retake session. I was just mad.

ENGLISH LESSON WAS VERY INTERESTING today.  ¶ 5:17 PM 0 Comments

  阳光渗过半透明的窗户，擅自进入了阴暗的礼堂，朦胧地洒在黑白相间的琴键上。

一架崭新的钢琴，一尘不染的键盘，将光线反射到钢琴前方不远的男子的身上，在他身后的墙上留下一个孤独消瘦的身影。男子缓缓向前踏了一步，眩目的光线顿时投射到了他的脸上，阳光照得他颇感不适，便稍微别开了脸。

但他并未停下，而是继续朝着钢琴走去，孤独的影子也在墙上缓缓地移动着。他在钢琴前坐下，眼睛盯着在阳光的沐浴中如水晶般闪闪发亮的琴键，良久，才终于举起双手，露出修长的手指，但迟迟没放上键盘，不知在犹豫什么，越接近琴手指便颤抖得更厉害。

突然，一咬牙， 他硬把十只指头强压到键盘上， 寂静无声的礼堂顿时传来不和谐琴声的回音，他突然感到那不舍，遗憾及太过沉重的过去，如同这音符一般倾泻而出，时间顿时停止流动。。。  ¶ 10:48 AM 0 Comments

  great right? down with a fever, flu, cough, sore throat....and there's school and 2.4km running tml.
What else on Earth can be BETTER than this?

ANW, my neighbour's rabbit hopped into my family's tomato plant at the corridor=(
and it ate up most of the tomatos=(=(=(  ¶ 10:12 AM 0 Comments

  LAST SAT, candice and me after tuition...
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  ah~~AH~~~AH!!!!!CHOO~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!

serious, terrible, bad flu. This had accompanied me for the WHOLE NIGHT, and the MORNING until now.feel terrible.
I am finishing a roll of toilet paper just to wipe away all the mucus which is flowing continuously out from my very VERY RED nose. I do not meant to be disgusting.
I just feel really TERRIBLE at the moment.

WHO HAVE A PANACEA FOR ME?

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  see the cloudy fumes in the middle of the pic? The forest was on fire in the afternoon. I could smell the " chao da" smell hanging in the air just now.=(

Initially, Elaine and me headed to the physics lab, trying to finish our practical wkshts...but BUT but one of the lab was filled with people while the other was locked.so bad. we wanted to do it ourselves. but we were not given a chance.haix. so perhaps we will resort to copying?
den we went to SUBWAY for lunch. delicious=P. anw. I walked home from bpp to my home. I think that the distance is actually not very long. IT's like just walking and walking and not realising it, my house was just in front of me. considering of walking home after school next time=)ALONE!coz I think no one will walk the "long mile" with me. and I feel so serene while walking and listening to the music player.


我们是泛泛之辈。
我犯了错
说了慌都会后悔
脚步该怎么停歇
走得太快
伤了谁都没发觉
我们都在拼了命向前
却看不到终点。。。  ¶ 8:52 PM 0 Comments

  this is a "as short as possible" post.=)
I am so worn-out now, with my eyelids threatening to shut down any moment.argh.
quite a lot of interesting things happen last few days, during my enjoyable wkend=)
especially sunday which I went out with my fellow co counterparts!
promise to upload the pics we had taken asap(once jie wei send to me!)lolx

co today end with an eventful "briefing" . Mr ***** was funny and humorous today=)hehehe

co tml. ARGH.
closed bk geog timed prac on thurs. ARGH.
amaths test on chpt 12 and 13 on thursday. ARGH.
elearning day on friday. YAY.
99 geog mcq questions to be finished online by this wk. ARGH.

so many things but so little time  ¶ 9:45 PM 0 Comments

  isn't this beautiful?

Life is full of ups and downs. I had my progress report today. I did badly as expected, getting 2 subjects failed.but of course, =) this was a new lesson learnt. I did not feel anything overpowering within me that make me feel sad or emo. Just normal like that. I did not mean that I fail my exams frequently. This is the FIRST time I failed 2 subjects. But I just feel so numb within me, so empty.
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  Happy Birthday to Tan Wan Xuan!

It seems a little dumb to the others to celebrate two birthdays with two cakes in just 3 days. but who cares? I don't even mind a few more kilograms added. IT'S THE FUN THAT COUNTS.=)

just did my part in english project. I did my best. But my progress was too slow so I did not do much. It was just so abrupt to be informed that our presentations are tml. It's like " omg, lesser hours to sleep tonight". I believed the whole class must be rushing through the projects now. After CCAS and TIMED PRACTICE and SCHOOL, we are only left with fatique and drowsiness.
but, BUT, we students are still required to finish all the tons of hw within such a short time?

"It is definitely unwise to trade your sleep for more work", extracted from my public speaking.

But, there's a greater disparity in the proportion of SLEEP and WORK.

More sleep, less work
More work, Less Sleep.
Less work, more sleep.
Less Sleep, more work.  ¶ 8:02 PM 0 Comments

  Laughter is the best medicine!

I have not done any school hw from friday until now...as i was tied down with tuition hw=(.
anw..did quite a lot of school work last wk so today is RELAXING day to welcome the new challenges in school!
shall only finish my public speaking and geog wb today.hope so!no inspiration for public speaking. ppl! pls inspire me!!  ¶ 2:57 PM 0 Comments

 

I had just finished bathing after returning from physics tuition. Tuition today was FUN!=) Mr Loh was very humorous and interesting today.We did lessons on practical electricity and I learnt a lot today! Mr Loh gave some practical demonstrations today by "dismantling" and showing all the electrical appliances he was able to find in his house.lolx. He also taught us abt some practical situations as well as showing the relationships of the electrical components in daily life. Most importantly, he taught us how to commit suicide at home using electricity! of course i'm kidding. He mentioned that you can squeeze ur little finger into the socket at the live wire hole, and touch a nearby metal appliance using other hand. The electricity will past thru ur hand, ur heart then to the metal.

p.s.: I am just showing how interesting my tuition was today. DO NOT TRY THE METHOD!=/

ANW. I went to cwp myself to search for a gift. Of course, I lost my way in the shopping mall. I just could not find the shop which i was looking for. so I went rounds and rounds. levels and levels. shops and shops. and I still could nt find it! so i gave up and went out. bt when I reached the Mrt station, I changed my mind and went back to the mall again. spastic right?

Finally, I found a gift( bt still unable to find the shop I wanted). headed out, and saw the BOOMING pasa malam. I love PASA MALAMS. food, food, FOOD! so i could nt resist the temptation...went in and all the items seemed to be saying," buy me....".lolx. of course I was already broke and resist all the temptation. HOWEVER, i bought a F330 crystal case for my sis. she will return me the money.=)

I know i was just too rash last few days. my emotions had overpowered my ability to judge things in a clear mind. my apologies to whoever i had offended due to my impulsive behaviour last few days. well. at least i think so.

looking back...i realise that i had done many stupid, idiotic things that i had thought that every single of them is right. Pushing others' care away as a method of self-defense was the only way I had ever thought. I know I had hurt some of you by my sarcastic comments which I THOUGHT was nothing. I'm sorry as this was the only way to protect myself for whatever reason. I was just too ashamed to look back bt to put up an invisible protection veil around me, nt knowing of the harm that they had caused.

I know that we had distanced. I wished that we could return to the past. Does the fault lies on me? Or is it time that had defeated us?

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  AH!!!!!!!!!!!
there's physics tuition tml. bt i had nt done a single piece of work!
Life is tough.
I actually have er-hu lesson tml in the morning b4 my tuition, bt i'm pondering whether i should go or finish up my physics work.
in the end, chen lao shi(er-hu teacher) went off so early today tt i cnt even talk to him!
so i ended up nt going tml as i'm too lazy to check up his no. and sms him.

coming to the end of March holidays...soon it will be common test TWO.
Time waits for no one, including me. perhaps it is time to open my eyes BIG BIG and cherish every single thing around me.

I think I should change my attitude too, regardless whether it is towards my family or friends. sometimes i feel like giving myself a tight slap to wake myself up.
stop thinking abt the past as well as the pain that the past had inflicted in me.

IT IS TIME FOR A CHANGE  ¶ 8:39 PM 0 Comments

  went to co today. practice is fair. nt very good or very bad. as expected, Mr pang had a LONG "briefing" with us after co. seriously, co is getting more and more DISCIPLINED.

was very high intially during co...bt some incidents dampen down my spirits and so i became emo....

i know i'm short bt pls don't call me names. i really hate it sometimes.


i am feeling so damn emo nw.  ¶ 6:53 PM 0 Comments

  WHEN IS IT GOING TO STOP RAINING?  ¶ 2:09 PM 0 Comments

  have you ever thought which direction u want to head in the future? is it the one u desire to go or the one which evryone expects u to set out?
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  went to mug up on sunday at jurong library with Weiling, Candice and Kai Ting.



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  yup. went to mediacorp ytd with yan shuang, ting yan, jia le to support our fellow bpians who join the "Chinese Language Challenge". Two of the competitiors come from our class. Tan Yu and Ming Huan.
First round..out of the 7 teams...our school came in first..so we are able to enter the second round
but second round..out of 3 teams...we got second due to a small common mistake. so we cnt get in the semi-finals. nvm. u guys put on a great fight. (*clap clap*)

the whole thing is quite boring. we nearly sleep. To sum it all, it is all abt WAITING. i think we wait for abt 2 and more hours. coz our school were early. then still need to settle some tilly tally matters.

ya. Its all about Clapping too. for the starting of the show, they gt to shoot us clapping. for tt scene ONLY, we clapped for abt 3 mins continuously without stopping. den we clapped again as they need to shoot each diff school clapping. *diaox*

btw. there's a conflict in the middle of the show. one of the competitors used too much time to ans the question. so they actually cnt gt the score. so they argue....and the host (GUO LIANG) is very fed up.

there are plenty of pics to post! will post it tonight!  ¶ 11:12 AM 0 Comments

 
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  test test one more time!

lol. hmm. yup. first time create blog..quite excited?

bt there's still some small little things nt finished yet.

so no one except me shall know abt this blog!

shall just reveal when there's more things updated.

it's 2.15am nw. bt i'm nt sleeping.  ¶ 2:05 AM 0 Comments

  hehheh. test test test  ¶ 1:25 AM 0 Comments