SHALL not think about PW.
MUST not think about PW.
let me really really really rest for one day. ¶ 8:43 PM 0 Comments
" Don't waste your life in doubts and fears: spend yourself on the work before you, well assured that the right performance of this hour's duties will be the best preparation for the hours or ages that follow it."
Do we?
I doubt.
I fear.
But I believe. ¶ 9:49 PM 0 Comments
I always aim high although I sometimes know that I may not achieve it.
But it gives me motivation
and I always improve from my past experience.
I believe I can hang on.
Don't you?
Will cherish what I have now and stop hanging on to the lost oppotunities.
There are more waiting for me.
Why grieve over the past?
except him perhaps.
The loss of him will never be fogotten. ¶ 12:07 AM 0 Comments
Escpecially in a mixed school where hormally-driven, desperate guys rage around.
Or even in the public. ¶ 11:28 PM 0 Comments
I hate it when I'm tired.
I know that everyone makes mistakes. But when I'm really tired, I keep doing the wrong things to the extent that I do hate myself too=(
Feel retardingly retarded.
I really need to control my temper seriously.
Have been really on a bad mood these few days, which I have been treating my PW mates really badly.
They are really nice project members, and I think we are the best PW group in class, in terms of unity or communication.
But I feel that I'm screwing all up. ¶ 10:45 PM 0 Comments
Left 1: Vivian Chow!! My go school tgt mate=))Middle: Min yi!!! My get-high partner!!!
Left 1: Jie Qiang( pw mate cum Westerner)
I think I'm holding PW too seriously.
Too seriously.
Giving myself unnecessary stress is really unendurable.
JIAYOU! ¶ 9:36 PM 0 Comments
FINALLY WR IS DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ¶ 11:43 PM 0 Comments
WRWRWRWRWRWRWRWRWRWRWRWRWRWRWRWRWRWRWRWRWRWR
WRWRWRWRWRWRWRWRWRWRWRWRWRWRWRWRWRWRWRWRWRWR
Just 2 more days to end of WR!!!! ¶ 10:19 PM 0 Comments
Vulgar language.
Appearance.
Mode of studying.
Communication.
Lifestyle.
Impression. ¶ 12:58 PM 0 Comments
There is something seriously wrong about this JC system.
Undeniably, it is mentally, emotionally and physically torturing.
It splits us apart.
And the JC system is inhumane.
What do you expect them to do if you kick them out???!!!
Cutting off their roads, making them restart all over again.
How cruel can this be?
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And how AJ groups them into 4 groups is seriously unfair.
So you group a girl who is a vice-captain and has all the attention in the Boys League for the whole yr and got all Us but one S for a H2 subject( so practically all failed) and is really attention-seeking and flirtatious and bitchy and boot-licking enough to deserve herself in GROUP B ( whereby they are allowed for a re-test, a second chance)
And you group a girl who may be a nobody in her CCA but has a really good character and has been a good student for the whole year with good conduct and turn up for almost all PW meetings and never turn down her PW mates and are willing to do more PW work though it may not be within her job scope and pass a H1 subject into group D and called to get out the school.
AJC=DD
So finally I've seen the all-rounded faces of you=DDD
The synergy in it=DDD
And how you have always made the good better and the perceived bad worse.
Depriving opportunities from the perceived bad.
Making us not even have a chance to compete with them.
And mind you,
UNTIL NOW=DDD
I've not even know how to sing the school song=DDD
except for the chorus maybe=DDD
BUT WHATS THE USE OF SINGING THE SCHOOL SONG???=DDD
LIKE? FOR WHAT?
¶ 8:50 AM 0 Comments
Though I did not meet my expectations (which I set really high before promos to motivate myself), I really marvel myself for the improvement I've made.
Though not drastic, but its gratifying that I've improved on my results=)
OVERALL RESULTS( 85% PROMOS+15%MID-YR)
GP C
CHEM B
ECONS D
MATH E
PHY D
RANK POINTS:57 (ownself calculated de)
MIDYR
GP E
CHEM S
ECONS U
MATH E
PHY D
RANK POINTS: 33
Though there's moderation which really pulled up my marks by alot alot, such as econs, which moderated 10 marks and math which I would have failed on both w/o moderation.
BUT I IMPROVED RIGHT!!!!
LIKE CHEM!!!
SUPER HAPPY WITH MY CHEM=)
AT LEAST I PROVED MYSELF TO MY CHEM TUTOR
That even without his remedials(which he may not even be sincere about giving them from the beginning), and his prediction that I'll get C for overall in my progress report(midyr) and with ppl thinking that I'll still fail chem this time round.
I'VE PROVED MYSELF WITH MY HARD WORK=))))
pw is alright alright.
dunt mind going the extra mile for my pw mates=)
and I'M SIGNING UP AS OGL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lIFE'S STILL GOOD RIGHT=) ¶ 7:03 PM 0 Comments
P R O M O T E D.
The results for some subjects are really exceeding my expectations such as GP and Chem.
While results for some other subjects disappointed me, i.e Physics.
While other subjects such as Math and Econs really met my expectations and failed terribly=D, did not really thought too much about that.
But my classmates did not make e mark.
6 of them.
howhowhowhowhowhow.
Dont want my class to shrink to 14 ppl.
Don't want my class to spilt.
Don't want Don't want.
Its really rare that I had a dream in my afternoon nap, which 我是哭着醒来的。 ¶ 6:06 PM 0 Comments
很多事情都猜不透。
Today's visit finally solve my several-weeks worries. or rather several years.
Its just 2 more months to end of 2009!!!!
SHOO SHOO 2009.
You have been such a disastrous year.
Promos was a disaster.
Disastrously disaster.
Full blast for PW!!!!
PW. PW. PW. PW. PPPPPWWWWWW.
goodness.
watching on my weight.
¶ 7:45 PM 0 Comments
不只是因为她是 12月3日 专属的花朵=）
薰衣草
花語 : 期待
花占卜 : 您本來是討人喜愛的，但是比較驕縱任性，不大理會別人的感受，而且要求甚多，戀情最終都是不歡而散。您應學習多付出些耐性，體諒別人的難處，控制一下自己的情緒，這樣會較易被人接受。 ¶ 10:42 AM 0 Comments
