THE REVIVAL OF THE BLOG
Sunday, September 28, 2008
 
I am listening to S.H.E new album now!
I highly recommend the songs 天亮了and 安静了!
Esp. in the song 天亮了,
the lyrics are very meaningful!
For example,

"天亮了
天亮了
地球又转一圈了
既然我还幸运的活着
当然要全力以赴去快乐"

Live the best of everyday!
Remember, you can make a choice to be happy or sad.

"天亮了
天亮了
世界还是好好的
什么痛都是更渺小的
看太阳不是又升起来了"
EVEN if you are really dejected, remember to pick yourself up again.
The sun will still rise and the clouds are still there.
Nothing will change if you are sad or angry.
because YOU HAVE TO CHANGE.


Anw, I like my revision pace now.
Neither too fast or too slow.
However, I am unable to finish the things I arranged to do everyday.
Gonna speed up a little, but not compromising my sleep hours!
 
 


Words are not neccessary to explain things.
 
Friday, September 26, 2008
 
I just reached home and feel so exhausted all of a sudden.

Yet, I have to go out in another 30mins.

She is so selfish these few days.

I feel such distaste for her for these two days whatever she did.

Thinking for only yourself.

Whatever.

It just makes my blood boil.

Anw, school today was short and swift.
Not to mention COLD too.

It is freezingly cold!

I wonder if Singapore is really going to snow one day.

I will go "WOW!"

Anw, Xin Fang, Elaine, and Ting Yan did not went school and that left me alone in school today!

Anw, 6people in my class did not go to school today.

ANd 5 in 4P1.

I heard that 4P3 did not get any better.

I did not really feel really isolated today as the class was still filled with hectic activities!

After school, I met up with wx and we went to study! Serene joined us too!

So we studied....

And we met Jamie...

Then wx and serene went to find the swiss girls when I said that they are at subway...

Soon they are back...

And Jamie, Melody, Su yu, Ren yi( my another pri school friend) came to join us!

We had a really awkward chat....

And soon we went back to our books again.
 
Thursday, September 25, 2008
 
I think today is my happiest day in this week.

Its great, marvellous, brillant.

I had lots of laughter, chuckles, chortles, giggles today.

They made my day.

You know who you are!

Anw, I would like to apologize to those whom Elaine and me offended today.

I feel really guilty.

Sorry.

It was an indeliberate act.

I have the intention of putting up some random photos now.

but, But! My mom wants to use the computer to watch videos!

She even tells me to push my revision till 9pm just for her to watch the drama show!

Isn't this totally ludicrous?!!

Moreover, I slept at 1 am last night and woke at 5.30am today morning!!

This is just TOTALLY RIDICULOUS.
 
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
 
"With great powers, come great responsibility"
so this is true.
I hate that feeling.
I hate to grow up.
When have things become so complicated and out of place as I grow up?


Studies are a bore.
Things have even exacerbated.
I am distancing from everyone.
It seems "so near" yet "so far".
I want to say something, but I.....I......I.....
forget about it.
I did not mean that I am suffering from memory loss.
It seems that I am unable to turn to you guys anymore.
I am confused.



I don't know whats wrong with me lately.
Can someone just whack me up so as to wake me up?

There are an infinite of "WHAT IF" questions I am afraid to face.

Will avoiding and running away help?

In that dream, I seem to be running aimlessly, falling occasionally, picking myself up again and again, but with wounds all around me, would I be able to reach?

 
 
I have communication problems lately.
It is sort of "tongue-tied" and I just cannot pronounce some words I want to say , even though I am speaking in CHINESE!
well, my spoken English is disastrous too.
Thus I look funny as I stumble over my words and repeat them again.

When is Graduation Day???
 
Monday, September 22, 2008
 
I am trying my hardest to get back to the study mode after putting aside my books for 5 days.

School nowadays is unbearable.
Most of the teachers are no longer teaching, but just throwing piles of worksheets at you and asking you to do it.(even though they no longer check them, and even if they would, a simple, unsophisticated "SEEN" would be scrawled over the top right hand c0rner of your paper.)

I want to enjoy school as much as I could as there is only 9 days left to Graduation Day.
However, I seem to show an inability to revert to my original self who would jump around the class during class breaks and try to involve everyone in my world.


9 days.
SURVIVE?
CHANGE?
or ENJOY?


 
Sunday, September 21, 2008
 
Frankly speaking, I can't wait for the DECEMBER holidays to come!
The holidays are really.........enticing?

There are 29 days left and I am really unsure of what to do currently.
It seems eccentric if I start on my humanities or start revising the sciences and maths textbooks.

Perhaps I'll just continue to work on some worksheets?
Hmm.

Yes. I went out for breakfast today with my family and we chatted around the table over political issues!!
Oh god, I feel so old.
 
Saturday, September 20, 2008
 
I feel really refreshed now.(though a tinge of drowsiness still remain within me)
I took 4 days off, starting from wednesday.

I woke up early( 8.30am) on a SATURDAY morning, took a shower hastily, threw all my books into my bag, but to find that I was already 15 mins late.

I dashed out home, but to realise that I had forgotten to bring my physics exercise book.

Thus in the end, when I reached the lrt station, I was gasping for breath and my heart pulsating at a faster pace.

Soon, I reached CCk station, and continued on my running to Weiling's hse.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEILING.

Candice, Laimun, Yan Ru, Kah hou had already reached.

Soon, the cake was served and the birthday song was sung.
It was a sumptuous ice cream cake which costs 38 bucks.
We chatted around the dinner table, with mainly Yan Ru talking loquaciously about his complicated "love life" whereby many unconvectional girls wooed him instead of the opposite way.

Then Candice and I went to lot one to study before our tuition.


P.S. I made a delicious , SUPER CHEESY sandwich for WX on friday!

 
Thursday, September 18, 2008
 
I have decided not to study that much today.
I am really worn-out.
I have headaches, dizzy spells, nose allergy(back again!).......and blah blah blah.

I think that is most probably because I slept late for the last few days.
I slept at 2 am on tuesday as I could not get to sleep after studying until 1 plus!!!
And I slept at around 12 or 1 everyday this week.
I think I would be real sick before the o's if this goes on.

I took an afternoon nap today and ytd.
Felling better and more refreshed, I continued to study on Chem.
However, I realised that I am really not into the mood to study today.

Ting Yan said that I am kinda stressed these few days.
Am I really stressed-out???
I don't know.
I think I am losing directions.
I am losing my perseverance.

I thought once again, "What if I studied really really hard, but the results don't show?"
" What if I put in more effort than the others, but I do not get the results I wanted?"

Suddenly, I feel so disorientated.
and confused.

WHY AM I STUDYING SO HARD FOR?
I have been thinking for the past few days that I do not want to stick to a pallid, dull life in the future.
I think I will die of boredom.
 
Monday, September 15, 2008
 
As expected, there were many people downstairs celebrating Mid-Autumn.
We played with candles and sparklers and lanterns.

As a geog student, I strongly believe that sparklers that produce a whole lot of gas should be ban.
I was nearly choking at the fumes, though I was one of the sources.
Anw, I went home pretty early with sis while my bro and mom stayed downstairs and played with the other children.

I HATE THE FAT FAT AUNTY WHO SCOLDED/"SOURED"/ HIT my bro.
Intially, the aunty reprimanded my bro over sth which my bro is obviously not at fault.
I was standing near to her, and I stared intently at her.
She moved her gaze and caught my eye.
Then she became "pai seh" and reverted her tone to a softer one.
I had the impulse to go up and hurl abuse at her for reprimanding my bro straight in the face for the second time when I was leaving.

I meant," SHUT UP , YOU FAT AUNTY!"
You can sense how irritated I really was.
Anw, when my bro and mom reached home, my mom scolded him for being so foolish and stood there for the FATAUNTY to strike him.
Then we realised that the AUNTY pretended to be playing a game(hitting hands), and when my bro's turn came, she became super mighty and STRONG????

I was really unhappy over the fact that there are a bunch of uncivilized teenagers downstairs playing with sparklers at the bball court.
Don't you know that the bball and tennis courts floor are new?
Don't you know that by burning candles and sparklers on the floor leave ugly marks on the "new floor".
I was even repugnant when I saw the scene that they threw the burning sparklers into the tennis court(which is locked) from the bball court.
I had the impulse to call the police at once to inform them that someone is vandalising public property at my house area.
But my mom said,"this is none of your business. 多一事,不如少一事".
I was unable to contact the police or my dad.
I wanted to do so, so that these uncivilised, uncultured people with no mannersims would be out of my sight at once.
I fought back with my mom, and argued that we should do so!


I am seriously in a bad temper today after such a series of events.
 
Sunday, September 14, 2008
 
3 sentences to summarise my weekend.
~ I love mooncakes.
~What is so special about having a primary three boy at home is that you get to go downstairs and celebrate festivals such as Mooncake Autumn Festival and get to play with lanterns and candles and sparklers.
~I am losing focus.
 
Saturday, September 13, 2008
 
It is not whether I want to explain, but whether you want to believe it or not.
 
 
I love Saturdays!
I went to bpp with Mom, sis, bro and we ate KFC double buddy meal.
Then we went to NTUC to shop for goodies!
My sis and I rummaged the stacks of FBT shorts like aunties and I think we captured a lot of attention!
Then I left for tuition in a while!
Tuition was boring today.
It is ending in another 5 weeks!
Regina's life is pallid nowadays!
 
Friday, September 12, 2008
 
考试当前,奉劝大家一句话:

不要怀疑自己的努力,切莫太相信自己的运气。
 
 
I am jaded.
 
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
 
I was not blogging for the past few days, and will not be doing so in the next few weeks.
Why?
O LEVELS ppl!
It is just 40 days to the first paper!!
I feel as if I have many things to do, but yet so little time.

I'm trying to finish as many assessments as I can before O's.
You may ask me why I have so many assessments at home.
You can credit it to my noble sister!
She has TONNES of O level assessment books and exam papers left for me as she did not finish two yrs ago.
And I am going to do it for her!
The reason why I termed this mission as "IMPOSSIBLE MISSION", is because there are really too many books and papers.
For example, I have a total of 6 physics assessment books( 4 ten-yr series and 2 topic-by-topic revision papers).

Tough.

And I am really not confident in my Humanities and languanges!!

I have been sleeping late lately, around 12 plus(that's real late !).

6 hours of sleep is really not enough for me.
However, I feel energetic and boisterous in the day and at night!
I am going to sleep even fewer hours these few weeks, but I will definitely get a good night sleep everyday during the O'S!!

Good luck to all of you.
and most importantly, myself.

Goodbye and see you soon.

 
Friday, September 5, 2008
 
The conundrum of human's character is indeed perplexing.
It is indubitable to say that everyone covers themselves with a mask.
The facades of life can cause one to get disorientated.


But it can be so repugnant when one gets too comfortable and reveal their true colours.
Their masks are torn away willingly and their hideous, fiendish, repulsive inner character is exposed.


Some people may say, "Oh! People must be trueful and sincere towards each other so that there will be no arguements and we can live happily together."
Well, I would like to rebuke that ," Excuse me!? Are you still living in your childhood days when you watch too many cartoon shows and listen to multifarious fairytales with different plots, but all end with the same ending of 'and they lived happily ever after' "?


I feel contemptuous towards such people who do not control themselves well.

It is especially so when I see how selfish, egocentric people can be in fighting for their own gains and interests and benefits.

It seems sometimes that I feel like a total imbecile when I treat people well wholeheartedly.

I feel as if people treat me like a total chump when they begin to treat your submissiveness as if it is all natural.

I feel totally disregarded when people do not reciprocate your efforts by doing something nice back to you at least once in a while.

I want to hurl abuse at you for what you have done.

I want to slap you for viewing me as a "choice".
I want to kick you at the leg for treating me as a back-up.
I want to hit you on the head for your indecisiveness.
I want to slit you apart for making me go in circles.
I want to spill vulgarities at you for spoiling my holiday.

I once thought that it is a pleasure to meet you.
But I had also thought before that it is my misfortune to know you.
You brought me laughter,
you brought me tears.
Pulling me back,
and pushing me away.
What a torture.

I thought of the days we had a whale of time.
But why do those memories that you made me suffer are also left behind?

I had had enough.

I gave you and me chances again and again to start it all over.

Have you cherished those?
Have you ever put yourselves in other shoes?

How much courage do you think I plucked out to think that it will be alright once again?

I do not think I am able to do so again.
I have lost confidence in you.
I am getting out of this game.
I am giving up.


The mere idea that people only think of themselves is an abhorrence to me.
How people can really be that monstrous disgusts me.
How ugly can you really be?
 
 
Yes.
You are not seeing things.

REGINA LIM IS BACK.
I am back as promised( though earlier).

I had 闭关so that I can forbid myself from using the computer during this week of holiday.

However, i still use the computer everyday.

Well, it is coming to the end of the September holiday.
To me, I regard this holiday as a LONG weekend instead.
I balanced work and play equally during this week!
I studied in the morning and spent equal amount of hours for slacking around with computer or some jogging.

The weather was not really good for the past few days.=(

Ok....so let me tell you what I did during this week...

31/8/08( Sunday)

I did the physics ten-yr series!And I jogged in the afternoon!

1/09/08( Monday)
I went to Fajar to study with Wan Xuan and Elaine!

2/09/08(Tuesday)
I studied at home!

3/09/08(Wed)
I studied at home!

4/09/08(Thurs)
I went to Jurong and studied with Jamie=)
Yes, and introducing to you, Jamie is my primary school friend.
I knew her since Primary 1!
That indicates that we are friends for 10 years.
Wow!
(You are supposed to "WOW" with me)
She is a really friendly and amiable girl.
We meet up every year even when we get into diff. sec schools!
She's in swiss cottage.
I would like to tell you the planet Earth is indeed a small world(lol).
Introducing to you the different relationships.
( the names in green are swiss cottage girls, and the names in red are bp girls.)
Jamie---(same primary school as )------Regina
Melody----(same primary school as) -----Wan Xuan, Ting Yan
Su yu ----(same primary school as )-----Serene

Jamie, Melody, Suyu are good friends!
Regina, Wan Xuan, Ting Yan, Serene are good friends!
The swiss girls are still in contact with the respective bp girls!
lol.

Anw, Jamie is real serious when she studied.
She studied for the whole day non-stop.(from 10am-around 10pm?)
It is such a relief that she is working hard for her prelims and O's.

5/09/08( Fri)

Mind's cafe-ed with Xin Fang, Ting Yan, Elaine, Yan Shuang!
I had actually agreed Jamie, Madeline, Irene to study at Woodlands.
But I told them that I cnt go at the eleventh hour.
Afterall, I think that we(Ty,xf,elaine, ys,me) rarely go out tgt.
It seems that if I cnt make it on fri, the gathering will be called off.
(they seem to be bz on sun)
I do not want this to happen just because of me.
At least some beautiful memories will remain after O's.



 

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