Silly things are really vexing me to the core.

Are materials really that important?

Yes.

I would reply.

Not like you You yOu who are born with a silver spoon in the mouth or do not even have to care about how to make ends meet, will never know what I ever feel.

Holidays to YOU, is time when YOU enjoy and spend some quality time with your friends with some shopping and playing or even HIBERNATING till the end of the holidays.

Holidays to ME, is about working to make ends meet.

I'm not materialistic.
Just more sensible than you.
You know you have to do something if you want to get out of the nightmares when you get candle-light dinners or transport to your relatives for help in the middle of the night or when you may not be able to fill your stomach to the fullest.

I've been through too much though I am younger than most of you.
Too many rejections.
Too many scary experiences.
Too many vexing issues.

Have you?

Life's too unfair.

You won't ever understand.  ¶ 9:32 PM