THE REVIVAL OF THE BLOG
the revival of the blog=)after 1.5 years!^^


This was supposed to be a birthday post to thank those who have taken a part in celebrating my 17th.
But I don't know why.
But depression is seeping in.
Tears just cannot stop escaping from my eyes.
Every 2 days.
I know this shouldn't be.
That's why I tried to keep me occupied.
But whenever I just have the free time, it comes back again.
I was so tired yesterday after strings' outing that I fell asleep at 7pm and missed dinner and woke up at 9am this morning.
Yesterday's outing, though known as strings outing, almost turned out as the 3 of us outing only, to put it bluntly.
But nonetheless, its great to see the juniors and know that they are doing fine, and though the 3 of us don't know the sec 1s, its awesome to see them mix really well, the sec 3s, sec 1s, and sec 2s.
And just merely watching them play games really bring me back memories, the BP memories, and how unglam-ness we had been.
But I still enjoyed the past, as trying to be glam now in JC just restricts my movements, that an image has to be held up with great esteem.
My secondary years are crazy, we never cared about how unglam we'll be in school, and how embarrassing it will be to fall down etc, and we just eat ferociously if we are really hungry, and I just swear vulgarities if I feel like it.( though not to that extent)
JC life is still alright, great in another way.
///back to ytd's outing, the rain brought us down after reaching there for less than 2 hours, then plans reverted and back to vivo.
candice, weiling and me went to another part of sentosa though, as suggested by me, and I took a picture with the merlion=) LOLX!
then juniors went movie-ing, and the 3 of us, though drained out of energy, went on shopping around VIVO.
Yesterday is really awesome=D, considering that its the first gathering we 3 had since after CO ended?
(not after O's)
We just crapped all along, laughed and giggled though many were looking at us on the train.
ANW, pictures up soon, and I took a really funny video which I don't think I should upload on youtube as I MAY shoot it to fame or even overtake Ris Low. LOLX!!!=DDDD
Today's econs and chem lectures are a disaster.
starting on J2 stuff already: macroeconomics+ chemical equilibrium
goodness.
Next mon+tues will be disastrously disaster.
Resilience workshop+ EMO&PHYSICAL WELLNESS PROGRAMME AND PCCG Prog????
wth.
pon--ing school in progress on mon/tues.

BECAUSE PW'S OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nearly cried out in undiluted joy immediately after Ben finished his Q&A as we are the last group of the session and he's the last speaker of our group.
And we got the 头奖!!!
We got the M+MOE+C, which means school assessors+MOE moderators+Cambridge moderators-_-'
Its totally shocking that after Sunshine's and Camelia's groups presentation (which they did not get the moderators), MORE teachers( from the original 2) started to walk into the classroom.
Its JAW-DROP.
But nonetheless, we tried our best and I think the presentation is the best presentation we have ever done among all the practices.
And the Q&A which I always screw up during my practices, I gave my best shot this time round.
Its really over.
Hopefully my efforts will pay off and at least get a B.
I can still imagine ytd's scene when I practise my speech for more than 15 times ytd and was totally screwed up when I realize that all my timings overshot 5mins.
I can still imagine ytd when I was cracking my head to put up the best answer for the question, " Why do you want to conserve Chinese Opera in Singapore?"
I can still imagine last night when I was so scared that I will not be able to wake up at 5am, and thus I sub-consciously awaken myself up for 3 times, 1.15am, 3.16am, 4.30am.
I can still imagine the days when I sit in front of the computer for continuously more than 6 hours to edit EOM/I&R/WR/OP script/ OP ppt.
I can still imagine the day when I was so despondent over my grandfather's pass-away but I still have to finish up final-exam-PI and hand in on the 3nd day of the funeral and realize that my home's com crashed and had to go to my cousin's hse to finish up the final PI.
PW's traumatising.
But I'm already really lucky that I have really awesome group members who did a fair share of PW. Everyone put in tremendous effort, we had fun during group meetings, we practised practised and practised vigorously for OP.
And PW's finally over.
took place for more than 7 months.
AND ITS FINALLY OVER!!!
Tomorrow's OP.
I think if I stay calm and am not overwelmed by nervous-ness, I should be doing alright.
Hopefully the questions they ask are really that "simple" as quoted by Steven.
Hope that just like what Min Yi said about me for the last OP rehearsal session:
"Regina looks calm."
BE calm, LOOK calm, STAY calm.
This is the time that superb acting comes in.
The last track to go for J1!
in a dilemma.
SLAP me.
PUNCH me.
HIT me up.
need to seriously de-tense.
Will be really GG if they ask me questions like these:
"Why did you choose Nang Yai?""Why did you choose Chinese Opera?"" What are the similarities between Nang Yai and Chinese Opera?"" Why do you choose to conserve Chinese Opera in SINGAPORE?"wth.
askmeaskmeaskme questions like these:
"Could you explain how you developed this strategy in relation to the lesson you learnt from Nang Yai?""Which lesson is the most significant/important?""How do you know there is a decline in Chinese Opera?""Why particularly youths?"life's turning terrible for me.
not pessimism.
but really un-optimistic=(
Hope to really get over school stuff and start holidays.
Although there are still lectures after OP,
and school ends at freakingly last wk of NOV.
And the next week of that week is my birthday.
Just another day.
=DDD
I think I can make it. Don't you?=)))
Looking forward to post-OP=DDDDDDD


wAS

really touched by some scenes today=))