THE REVIVAL OF THE BLOG

2011-05-26T01:51:00.002+08:00

the revival of the blog=)

after 1.5 years!^^

2009-12-07T20:25:00.002+08:00

This was supposed to be a birthday post to thank those who have taken a part in celebrating my 17th.

But I don't know why.

But depression is seeping in.

Tears just cannot stop escaping from my eyes.

Every 2 days.

I know this shouldn't be.

That's why I tried to keep me occupied.

But whenever I just have the free time, it comes back again.

2009-11-14T15:09:00.003+08:00

I was so tired yesterday after strings' outing that I fell asleep at 7pm and missed dinner and woke up at 9am this morning.

Yesterday's outing, though known as strings outing, almost turned out as the 3 of us outing only, to put it bluntly.

But nonetheless, its great to see the juniors and know that they are doing fine, and though the 3 of us don't know the sec 1s, its awesome to see them mix really well, the sec 3s, sec 1s, and sec 2s.

And just merely watching them play games really bring me back memories, the BP memories, and how unglam-ness we had been.

But I still enjoyed the past, as trying to be glam now in JC just restricts my movements, that an image has to be held up with great esteem.

My secondary years are crazy, we never cared about how unglam we'll be in school, and how embarrassing it will be to fall down etc, and we just eat ferociously if we are really hungry, and I just swear vulgarities if I feel like it.( though not to that extent)

JC life is still alright, great in another way.

///back to ytd's outing, the rain brought us down after reaching there for less than 2 hours, then plans reverted and back to vivo.

candice, weiling and me went to another part of sentosa though, as suggested by me, and I took a picture with the merlion=) LOLX!

then juniors went movie-ing, and the 3 of us, though drained out of energy, went on shopping around VIVO.

Yesterday is really awesome=D, considering that its the first gathering we 3 had since after CO ended?
(not after O's)

We just crapped all along, laughed and giggled though many were looking at us on the train.

ANW, pictures up soon, and I took a really funny video which I don't think I should upload on youtube as I MAY shoot it to fame or even overtake Ris Low. LOLX!!!=DDDD

2009-11-12T20:54:00.002+08:00

Today's econs and chem lectures are a disaster.

starting on J2 stuff already: macroeconomics+ chemical equilibrium

goodness.

Next mon+tues will be disastrously disaster.

Resilience workshop+ EMO&PHYSICAL WELLNESS PROGRAMME AND PCCG Prog????

wth.
pon--ing school in progress on mon/tues.

2009-11-09T17:57:00.006+08:00

BECAUSE PW'S OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nearly cried out in undiluted joy immediately after Ben finished his Q&A as we are the last group of the session and he's the last speaker of our group.

And we got the 头奖！！！

We got the M+MOE+C, which means school assessors+MOE moderators+Cambridge moderators-_-'

Its totally shocking that after Sunshine's and Camelia's groups presentation (which they did not get the moderators), MORE teachers( from the original 2) started to walk into the classroom.

Its JAW-DROP.

But nonetheless, we tried our best and I think the presentation is the best presentation we have ever done among all the practices.

And the Q&A which I always screw up during my practices, I gave my best shot this time round.

Its really over.

Hopefully my efforts will pay off and at least get a B.

I can still imagine ytd's scene when I practise my speech for more than 15 times ytd and was totally screwed up when I realize that all my timings overshot 5mins.

I can still imagine ytd when I was cracking my head to put up the best answer for the question, " Why do you want to conserve Chinese Opera in Singapore?"

I can still imagine last night when I was so scared that I will not be able to wake up at 5am, and thus I sub-consciously awaken myself up for 3 times, 1.15am, 3.16am, 4.30am.

I can still imagine the days when I sit in front of the computer for continuously more than 6 hours to edit EOM/I&R/WR/OP script/ OP ppt.

I can still imagine the day when I was so despondent over my grandfather's pass-away but I still have to finish up final-exam-PI and hand in on the 3nd day of the funeral and realize that my home's com crashed and had to go to my cousin's hse to finish up the final PI.

PW's traumatising.

But I'm already really lucky that I have really awesome group members who did a fair share of PW. Everyone put in tremendous effort, we had fun during group meetings, we practised practised and practised vigorously for OP.

And PW's finally over.

took place for more than 7 months.

AND ITS FINALLY OVER!!!

2009-11-08T13:48:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow's OP.

I think if I stay calm and am not overwelmed by nervous-ness, I should be doing alright.

Hopefully the questions they ask are really that "simple" as quoted by Steven.

Hope that just like what Min Yi said about me for the last OP rehearsal session:

"Regina looks calm."

BE calm, LOOK calm, STAY calm.

This is the time that superb acting comes in.

The last track to go for J1!

2009-11-08T12:41:00.001+08:00

in a dilemma.

SLAP me.
PUNCH me.
HIT me up.

need to seriously de-tense.

2009-11-07T19:53:00.003+08:00

Will be really GG if they ask me questions like these:

"Why did you choose Nang Yai?"
"Why did you choose Chinese Opera?"
" What are the similarities between Nang Yai and Chinese Opera?"
" Why do you choose to conserve Chinese Opera in SINGAPORE?"

wth.

askmeaskmeaskme questions like these:

"Could you explain how you developed this strategy in relation to the lesson you learnt from Nang Yai?"
"Which lesson is the most significant/important?"
"How do you know there is a decline in Chinese Opera?"
"Why particularly youths?"

life's turning terrible for me.

not pessimism.
but really un-optimistic=(

Hope to really get over school stuff and start holidays.
Although there are still lectures after OP,
and school ends at freakingly last wk of NOV.

And the next week of that week is my birthday.
Just another day.

2009-11-05T17:36:00.001+08:00

=DDD

I think I can make it. Don't you?=)))

Looking forward to post-OP=DDDDDDD

2009-11-04T20:57:00.002+08:00

wAS really touched by some scenes today=))

2009-11-03T16:39:00.003+08:00

Because I met this girl today on the way home!=DDD

CANDICE!!!!!!=DDDD (in middle)

Its really awesome to meet her=DD
Brings me back a lot of memories.
And although we also have a short convo of abt 15mins, its really awesomely awesome.

Brings me back memories like this:

THE old CO days=DDDD

The concerts, the practices, the "da zu"s, the craziness the 3 of us had tgt.

In fact, I missed playing er hu.

Cnt believe that I've not touched erhu for more than a year.

My skills must be rusty!!!!

ISELAND CREAMERY DATE with her after OP, not forgetting weiling!!!!=DDDD

2009-11-02T20:22:00.003+08:00

because now I can feel my throat burning, my nose's running like a tap, and my heart palpitaing.

Maybe I just need more rest, maybe its purely because I slept at 1230 last night, or I'm just really breaking down from the horrors of OP.

Must finish my question bank tonight, and answer bank, and memorise my script.

Clarifications:
My last last post( if you have really been so lucky to see it), was overly-exaggerated.
It was really out of impulse.
And I swear I wanted to delete it when I posted it.
But blogger is such a damnshit system.

2009-11-02T19:12:00.002+08:00

Because even the weather is also defying me.

I think I have a high possibility of getting sick if I eat anymore fried food this week.
Already down with a mild flu, headache.

Please, at least, let me endure until next monday afternoon.
when OP's over.

I really cannot make it for the response of questions.

I'm afraid.

2009-11-01T22:03:00.007+08:00

I'm really unsure of what will occur to me next year.

Because I am already struggling in J1, and I believe that J2 will be worse.

Because this year, I'm already suffering from the symptoms of stress.

+Serious sleep-walking ( I sleep-walked ytd's ytd again)
+Hair fall
+Clenching of teeth when I'm sleeping or even regular daytime
+always tired
+very emotional
+unable to control my temper

I just cannot control my temper.
It feels really retarded, like low EQ.
And I just keep giving my classmates and PW groupmates that "SHINGZ-OFF" look or "ROLL-EYES" look.

Think I'm slapping myself one day.

Today's PW meeting is alright.
Thanks nadia's parents for Macs treat=DD
anw, JQ's and nadia's parents always take care of our lunch when we go their house for PW meetings.
Are really grateful for that!!!=DDD

And I think I 'm going to start the macs monopoly game soon!!!
Its really attractive.
Macs really genious to think of such a good idea.

OPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOPOP.

Really scared~~~

It feels different that it is already 1 Nov.
Start of a new month.

And I've gotten my result slip.
Miscalculated my rank points.
Its 55.-_-
55 and 57 feels really different to me.
Its just different.
Percentile for each subject is still rather average.
except for GP!!!=)
But complacency will soon step over me.
Must not get complacent over GP.
Learning english is a forever ongoing process.
An english teacher taught me that.=DDD
Although he used to pick on me during his english lessons, and he said he don't, but I'm really thankful for his teaching.
He is really the best english teacher.
Otherwise I may have scored even worse for my O's.
You must have guessed who 'im talking about right!??!!!lolx!

Doing PW now.
Doing.
Doing.
Doing.
will not watch KO san guo for the whole wk le.

Focus on OP.
Clarity of speech.
Fluency of speech.
Awareness of audience.
Must not NAQ for answering question.
Last shot.
Give it my best shot.
Do it, Regina.

My will is weak,
my encouragement is strong,
am in self-denial.

Remind myself that I got praised during my OP practice.
Our OP caucasian workshop instructor complimented that she really love my voice, praising that I have a really a nice speaking voice.
This is really a genuinely motivating compliment that I get for my oral presentation, which I always freak out when I'm in sec sch.
Although I still remember that Ms Meyer, my Sec.2 teacher, complimented that from my speech, she can see that I have great leadership skills.

And thanks to Jimmy, who also supported the instructor, and gave me high ME for fluency and awareness for last OP practice, although he is really strict in fact.

And Terence, for giving me low EE for both.( although I think I really want to apologize to you for some misdeeds I've done to you in the past-_-)

And vivian chow for the high MEs.

I have really sweet classmates=)

Promise that I'll definitely study really intensively during dec. holidays!
especially with my classmates who are in list B, C or D.
I believe they can make it!!!!=DDD

Really don't want our class to shrink anymore further.
Its down from 20 to 18 already.

2009-10-31T20:43:00.001+08:00

I'm just resting for one day.

SHALL not think about PW.
MUST not think about PW.

let me really really really rest for one day.

2009-10-31T12:21:00.001+08:00

空虚的微笑，是无情的微笑。

Emptiness is really hurting.

Seriously in need of meet-ups

2009-10-29T21:49:00.002+08:00

I quote Ralph Waldo Emerson,

" Don't waste your life in doubts and fears: spend yourself on the work before you, well assured that the right performance of this hour's duties will be the best preparation for the hours or ages that follow it."

Do we?

I doubt.
I fear.
But I believe.

2009-10-29T00:07:00.002+08:00

I always aim high although I sometimes know that I may not achieve it.
But it gives me motivation
and I always improve from my past experience.

I believe I can hang on.
Don't you?
Will cherish what I have now and stop hanging on to the lost oppotunities.

There are more waiting for me.

Why grieve over the past?

except him perhaps.
The loss of him will never be fogotten.

2009-10-28T23:28:00.002+08:00

Girls need to know that they need to protect themselves.

Escpecially in a mixed school where hormally-driven, desperate guys rage around.

Or even in the public.

2009-10-28T22:45:00.003+08:00

People do make mistakes.

I hate it when I'm tired.
I know that everyone makes mistakes. But when I'm really tired, I keep doing the wrong things to the extent that I do hate myself too=(

Feel retardingly retarded.
I really need to control my temper seriously.

Have been really on a bad mood these few days, which I have been treating my PW mates really badly.

They are really nice project members, and I think we are the best PW group in class, in terms of unity or communication.

But I feel that I'm screwing all up.

2009-10-27T19:34:00.004+08:00

Left 1: Vivian Chow!! My go school tgt mate=))
Middle: Min yi!!! My get-high partner!!!

Left 1: Jie Qiang( pw mate cum Westerner)

Left 2: Jimmy ( the always overly-high one)

Left 3: Vivian ( Westerner)

Right 3: Min Yi

Right 2: Regina ( Westerner)

Right 1: Jacelyn (Westerner)

Westerners rocks!=DDD

最后五天

2009-06-23T23:18:00.004+08:00

24 June
7.30am-9am: phy wave lecture
9.30am-5.30pm: phy revision
6.30pm- 7.30: wave tutorial
7.30pm-9: prejudice
9- 11: 1 promo paper

25 June
7.30am-10: chem online answers check
10.30-5.30: chem revision
6.30-8.30: environment
8.30-10: econs case study

26 June
8.30AM-1.30: finish up math revision
1.30- 4: finish up whatevery chem revision
4-6.30: finish up whatever phy revision
7-10: media
(1 gp compre if possible)

27 June
ECONS FULL BLAST

28 June(eve of GP paper)
GP FULL BLAST
*pray for good luck*

JIAYOU!!! AND DON'T GET SIDETRACKED MYDEAR!!!

the mad rush

2009-06-23T00:22:00.004+08:00

I feel so damn shity about my revision of CT now.

Now I am using my cousin's laptop as I'm staying over with bro and other cousins and I won't be reaching home until tml's evening( actually wed evening, as bro staying over 3 days 2 nights)

So I'm thinking whether I'll have the mood to watch movie with cousins tml, as I'll be thinking about the workpile I've left.

Abandon all ur hw and focus on ur revision now.

Stop hoping that extension of holiday will save u.

Because I've been thinking of that for the past few days and hence the procrastination=(

Sun was supposed to be physics day but as I woke up late and hence no mood to start revision, the day was spent with sis shopping at BPP for mosturizing creams.

And today is Grandpa's 49th day, and early gathering at grandpa's hse for formalities.

Then everything ended early around 1pm, and stoning and chatting with cousins begin.

Then random idea and the whole lot of cousins went bowling.

And there's my day.

Left with 5.5 days for revision.

I can predict life's like shit soon.

GP and econs will be damn screwed.

good side of H1N1

2009-06-19T00:28:00.002+08:00

THE GOOD SIDE OF H1N1

If H1N1 cases increase rapidly from now on......schools may be closed......and we'll miss first week...and we'll miss CT!!!!!!!!!!!!!=)=)=)

2009-06-18T21:52:00.000+08:00

我爱华语，因为我是华人。

华语的精髓，是西方人不会了解的。

PANDEMONIUM

2009-06-17T14:35:00.002+08:00

The construction nearby is really drilling into my head.

computer emergency

2009-06-15T08:09:00.004+08:00

Hey yo! I think I am going to bang my head into the computer screen because I took 40 mins to switch on my com so that all the programs can load.

But I woke up at 7.30am so tt I can research a little on my pw before my pw meeting later, and that means that I wasted 40 mins of sleep.=(

I need a computer doctor.

This computer is really crashing.=(

And IVLE sucks.
Or rather the physics teacher in charge of WAVES sucks.
From the start of holiday, they say that the e-lecture will be uploaded during the first wk.
Then they announced that it will be delayed and uploaded like last fri.
So I went IVLE almost everyday to check out so tt I can finish the last phy hw.

AND OMG, they announced again that it will be released only 15 june.
DELAYS.
A total waste of my time.

Well. Life's been really good these few days just that I'm starting to procrastinate=(

I've finished most of my hw by last thurs, except gp though, still quite a lot of stuff undone but I've finished 7 articles=)

So Last friday is CLASS OUTING AT ECP=)

CYCLING at the day's most hottest hour, and I got sunburnt at the thighs.
Its quite boring actually especially after vivian fell and cnt get dunked by us=(

But hope she recover soon because her wounds seem painful.

But the outing's still quite good because its our first OUTING=)
GOOD JOB for those who helped to organise: VIVAN CHOW!

And then Sat is SWIMMING at Jurong Swimming complex with aunts and cousins=)

SUNBURNT.

But its really fun=)

SUNDAY, wanted to finish other hw so that I can start revising...but I found myself sleeping on the sofa from 1pm to 4pm when I woke up at 11am=(

Hopefully the remaining weeks I can be more productive so that I won't feel the heat during the last few days of next wk=)

JIA YOU BAH!=)

2009-06-08T20:27:00.002+08:00

"WHEN LIFE IS LIKE SHIT, A SUBWAY COOKIE WILL DO IT. IT WORKS LIKE MAGIC." by REGINA LIM.

I said this to Tressa today on the way to mrt, and I realise it has been long since I said sth sensible and motivating, which I do it in the past.

It has been 1 month and 3 days of sadness.

Today's harmoc sucks like HELL and I really hate it and it cnt be explained by words simply.

Lecture is GREAT today, because if you sit in front of toilet gang, you will realise that math is only about equations and you will end up reading the lecture notes by urself at home=)

Its really wonderful to sit beside Vivi Lim and Min Yi because we have endless to talk about, and endless to poke fun of Vivi Lim.

And it is BRILLANT to get the whole class tgt after lecture to discuss abt class outing and generate all kind of stupid ideas and just sit there and talk.

And these are just simple things in life that can bring a smile to me.

And then HARMOC is just a series of misfortunate events and a waste of time.

EXPECT practising for merely 1 HOUR and poof you go for a 1 hour 15min lunch break.

And then you come back again and start all kinds of expected child acts games such as "SPIDERMAN", "SUPERMAN", " BATMAN".

And ouch it is, because precious time is wasted.

Despite my extreme sarcasm displayed to every single person or action that offended me, most still look bimbotic.

And the new EXCO looks promising=)
And my new ASL talks like a history teacher.
And he makes big actions like an EAGLE, RAWH!

And I know he is quite pissed by me, but you know what, I LOVE PISSING PEOPLE NOW=)

Nearly cried in the last 2 hours not because I am touched of the songs.
But because my lips really pain and I'm really irritated of the boredom and past events just flooded my mind.

Whatever it is, I thought many things over during the last 2 hours.

想。通。了。

幸福其实很简单。

KIM BUM

2009-06-08T01:12:00.009+08:00

DAY-DREAMING STARTS FROM NOW.

JUST A LITTLE DIFFERENT

2009-06-08T00:21:00.009+08:00

One week of holiday has passed by so SILENTLY.

Well, I wanted to TRY TO finish my hw by this week so that I can have fun in the second week...but you know, THINGS ARE NOT TURNING OUT AS WHAT I WANT TO.

I thought that something different will occur to me these few days, but...

more than 4 rejections within one week.
Feel like shit.

Whatever it is,

LIFE STILL HAVE TO GO ON.

Just a little different, from then on.

So lets hope that tml and tml's tml lectures will cheer me a little up.
At least last fri's lecture did a little as I just keep talking with some of the toilet gang members and JIMMY and discuss about my shoe size.
And we went NYP for mac breakfast.
Hotcakes tastes really great and it costs only $4.20 there.

Its like why AJ don't have half of the standard.

STOP GRUMBLING ABOUT WHAT YOU DON'T HAVE AND YOU SHOULD REALLY LOOK AT WHAT YOU HAVE MY DEAR.

Chicken zest tastes quite good=)
Just the fucking shit that it costs $2.20 and gonna cost another 50 cents more with an egg.

LETS pray that the so called BONDING GAMES for HARMOC PRACTICES tml and tml's tml will really be more CREATIVE and INNOVATIVE.

Its just really amusing to see us playing little kids games in the campus.

LIKE WHAT THE SHIT?

treat us like 3-year-old kid?

Sth really gonna be changed in HARMOC system.

Like what WeiLing said, " I DON'T LIKE THE WAY HOW HARMOC WORKS"

They really have to reflect when all the other performing arts group in AJ such as sym. band, choir, dance, CO etc got GOLD W HONOURS.

and they are still stuck with SILVER.

Like WOW.

I've turned CYNICAL.

Like WOW.

I've changed.

Like WOW.

Sth is just simply wrong with me these few days.
I've turned sensitive to any single actions or words and really COLD.

Its like the simplest thing like what Jimmy did ( poke a marker onto me and stained my shirt), I can get pissed.

Like WOW.

A DOT ON MY SHIRT AND I'M PISSED.

Like WOW.

There's totally nth wrong with the people around me.

ITS ME.

But since grandpa's incident, my views towards life has really changed.

When forced by circumstances, PEOPLE DO CHANGE.

Like Goo Jun Pyo in Boys over flowers, HE HAS TO CHANGE WHEN HE INHERITS THE COMPANY.

Yes, BOYS OVER FLOWERS.

KIM BUM.

Leaving for school in another 6 hours.
School's a drag when you know that you have to travel for 1 hour 15 mins to reach and there's nth much to look forward.

2009-06-06T12:40:00.005+08:00

gold

2009-06-04T19:59:00.008+08:00

WELCOME MR GOLD!!!!

Yayness. Because My bro just got his GOLD for swimming.=) GOOD JOB.
Life has been both fun and boring for the recent days.
Everyone seems to be ultra busy and that excludes me.

FILA

SO while bringing FILA for a walk, I was really so unlucky, and stepped on a pile of fresh DOG SHIT.

Then I found my henna at home, and began to start showing off my artistic talent.

And then, we had really SPECIAL IDEAS AND I SHOWED IT IN THE BELOW PICTURES.

lovely.

I MA cfigyuknl RRDETATII DNA LIWL OTN KAS NOYANE TOU ORENAYM SA EEJCRIONST TSJU EEKP MOCNGI NI. TIS VREO FRO SU.

HOLIDAY HW

2009-05-31T12:45:00.004+08:00

Here comes the almighty JUNE HOLIDAYS which we students love the most.

But here comes the hurting truth of exams after holidays immediately is just HORRENDOUS.

AND the piling hw seems so intimidating, and I don't know how to start it, as there's so much to tackle.

BUT, I GONNA do it one by one, and I believe I can do it=)

JUNE HOLIDAY HW:

- group mindmaps

-3 detailed essay outlines

-promo 2006 compre

-JC1 common test 2008 compre

-read directed reading packages

-15 ARTICLE REVIEWS

-MI tutorial

-curve sktching lecture+tutorial

-systems of linear equations lecture+tutorial

-JC1 mid yr practice paper math

-gravitational field lecture+tutorial

-waves lecture+tutorial

-phy TYS questions

-solid state lecture+tutorial

-chemical energetics lecture+tutorial

-chem revision package MCQ questions

-econs lecture notes read to understand what teacher is talking

Well, actually there is not as much homework as given, its just that I was already in holiday mood around one week ago, and thus this explains the extra hw I have to finish before term 3 starts.

Enjoy as you mug=)

Pick yourself up

2009-05-30T11:41:00.006+08:00

Lets start it all over again, from where I fell and I'll pick myself up again.

Yes, May is one of my the most horrible month of my life when I met so many challenges that really topple me over.

I found myself peaking to my toppest form, and then in one day, I lost everything.

On that night, I practised for my speech and yes, is the first time I am so confident of my oral skills.

On that night, I received the shocking news, that began my days of trauma.

On that night, I started to cry, and the tears did not stop for a week, and that begins my splitting headache.

On that day, I know that I lost the opportunity to run for p/vp position though I was shortlisted from interview as I did not turn up for speech.

Yes, I feel a tinge of sadness as I am confident of myself.
I know I can get it.

But you know we have to make choices and balance in life.

And I made the choice.
I MADE THE CHOICE, and whatever it is, I'LL NEVER REGRET IT.

A choice for someone who you respect and love.

And yes, here comes JUNE, a brand new month.

REGINA, you gonna pick urself up=)

Get out of all the mess you have made urself into in the past few weeks.

For only you yourself can do it.

"Whatever it is, we'll always stand beside you, supporting you even if you crash."

This is sth which I want to tell someone but I know the sentence will never come out from my mouth.

2009-05-26T20:09:00.002+08:00

残爱

星光遗失的夜晚眼泪狂妄的打转
被谁宠坏的小孩忘了自己不应该
描绘留下的残骸可笑的无法释怀
迷信爱情的悲哀别再将我拥入怀

你想的和我要的都已经不在
要我如何乖乖的看待
原来一切都可以被取代
不再任性依赖
你转身离开
残忍的对白
还要我微笑说声嗨
看不出来你永远都看不出来

我的无奈

2009-05-25T21:35:00.003+08:00

Oh AJ pe is still horrendous even after napha( I don't really know the correct spelling though. whatever it is, I DON'T WANT TO REMEMBER IT)

PE is still filled with continuous jogs around the track and push-ups and i. pull ups and sit ups and all types of exercises that is believed to train every specific part of your body.

And yes, I believe this will not stop though.

Because of bad news: this year's cohort perform poorer because there are 50+ ppl who failed as compared to last year's cohort.

WTF.

Seriously I've never ever seen anyone playing ball games in this school ever since I first stepped foot.

The balls( bball...netbal...vball...) or seem so unfamiliar to me now.

Perhas I still need to pose this question:

IS A BALL ROUND?

ouch.

Please stop all the joggings and stupid exercises which you ppl think can benefit.

BECAUSE WE STUDENTS ARE ALREADY SO SICK OF YOUR MONOTONOUS ROUTINE OF PE, AND HENCE WE ARE ALREADY LEFT WITH NO MOTIVATION TO DO PE ANYMORE.

ISN'T GOV. PROMOTING CREATIVITY???

2009-05-23T18:10:00.002+08:00

A SQUARE ended last night=(

Its really saddening, as Candice and me love our juniors a lot=)
And yes, although they are all guys.
And yes, although they say really pervert jokes in front of us.
And yes, although they slack and don't listen to us sometimes!

But really, they are really nice people, as perhaps, we are still afterall BPIANS=)

"ONCE A BPIAN, ALWAYS A BPIAN."

Thats the first line Mr Lee Seng Hai said during the short speech for the ceremony.

We received our certificates of appreciation and invitation for the holiday movie and one of the best gifts I've ever received.=)

And afterall, BP is the only school that let me pull down my defence and really mix with people genuinely=)

I love BP.

And to my A Square juniors( if you ever come here): Work hard hard hard FOR O'S!

2009-05-16T19:53:00.002+08:00

I need a new blogskin.
I need a new look.
I need a changeover.

Friday's harmoc practice started yesterday and Nadia and me stoned during the 1.15-4pm break before harmoc.

A Square is as fun as expected=)
The juniors brighten me my mood up as after the break, they were rather reluctant to do the work, and we just chit-chat.=)

And yes, I am still at my emo-emo mode.

But I want to thank my dear friends who attempted to cheer me up.

Thanks to WeiLing and Candice for the chocolates and the cards.=)
Thanks to Elaine and Xin Fang who came to bp ytd specially to look for me.=)

I'll try to plough through the sadness, and try not to brood over the spade of events that happened on me recently.=)

2009-05-13T21:25:00.002+08:00

We care only when we know that the consequences/outcome are disastrous.

only when the pain is inflicted.

Like a stretched rubber band, threatening to break.

2009-05-12T18:57:00.006+08:00

I feel really unwell now and my stomach is aching to the extent that I feeel that the world is turning rounds and rounds.

I promised myself that I must finish MATH INDUCTION, chem lecture notes which I missed last wk, and prastise harmoc for tml's audition.

But it even seems a slim chance that I will be going school tml.

Because my stomach has been aching and churning for 2 hours.

2 HOURS.

I think I am going to faint soon.

But I must go school tml, even if I have MC.

The cynical nature of human life.
so disappointed.
The fact that I am anguished with pain doesn't affect.
Lectures and tutorials just keep going on and on.
Even if I'm sad, unwell or feel like giving up,
no one will stop their steps for me.
Mother Earth will keep on spinning.
The sun will rise and set everyday.
The clouds will keep on moving.
The others will keep on with their steps.

They will laugh, they will smile, they will keep on with their studies, they will interact with more people.

And you, Regina Lim, just stop at ur steps, grieving at your own sweet pace.

Now I've got to do it all on my own.

In the past, when I feel so lost, I know that there will always be someone behind me, supporting me up when I fall.

But not now.

not now anymore.

The blatant truth of life.

You fell terribly.

2009-05-11T22:07:00.003+08:00

Thats lots for me to pour and drown my feelings here.

But I know I don't have the time when I've missed one-day school and have not done hw for wholly seven days and is seriously lagging.

And I'm seriously tired that I've slept only merely hours for these few days and cried continuously for almost every day.

And when people like you are celebrating Vesak Day, Mother's Day and School Holiday, I am over here crying everyday with my aunts, uncles and cousins.

Depressed mood escalated to its peak on Sunday during 出殡, when everyone broke down especially seeing grandma lost her sanity.

I just want to say, "Friends come and go."

Even true ones.

Only Family stays with u forever

2009-05-07T16:51:00.006+08:00

The pain of losing a loved one.

You'll never ever understand even if you say that you try to put yourself in my shoes.

I don't need sympathy.

I don't need you to give me that look,
as if you understand.

But you don't.

Coz you don't feel the pain.

You don't.

I admit that I am losing my sanity these few days.
Too many things coming together.
Too many.
Too many.

I am losing grip of myself.
I am losing control of my tears.

They just drop off so uncontrollably.

I find them streaming down
when I am on the mrt to school,
when I reach school and the first person asked me, " What happened to you?"
when the principal is talking during the assembly,
when I am on the mrt back home.

Yes. streaming down.
I tried my best to turn my face away from the commuters or just stop the tears.
But they just keep coming down.

And I find them trying to trickle down during lectures and tutorials, but I tried, I really tried, and I stopped them just in time.

Yesterday is really horrible.

Other than the morning events that took place as mentioned in the previous post, I found myself panicking after realising that my com crashed and I cannot open MICROSOFT and my PW documents, included my edited FINAL PI cannot be opened.

Yes, I was shocked.

AND PI must be handed in next day.

And I have no time to finish or print it as I have to go back to ah ma's hse at night.

Then with no choice as I still cannot recover MICROSOFT , I went to cousin's hse and tried to retype most of the info and finished the thing within around 1.5 hour which I would usually take around 4 hours perhaps.

Though it is not totally finished yet, we are already VERY late.

And yes, my cousin's printer is not working and I have to ask someone else to print for me.

Btw, frankly speaking although I lost the opportunity of delivering my exco speech on wed, and hence lost the opportunity to be in the exco, but I have no regrets.

If given the same predicament again, I will still give up the opportunity.

What I need is concern, not sympathy.

But its too late now.

And yes, I realise something, sometimes, thats no need to explain verbally.

Because this wastes your effort in dealing with cynical people.

Yes, CYNICAL people, or rather IGNORANT?

Hence I see no need in explaining to some people when they ask me," What happen to you yesterday?"

Because their tone is.......ludicrous.

That flippant attitude totally pisses me off and get a damnshit out of me.

You must be worse than a beast now to insult me.

Yes.

Insults will not be fuckingly entertained.

2009-05-06T16:39:00.002+08:00

Attended grandfather's funeral in the morning.

When we reach grandfather's house,
the scene is really....

saddening.

气氛真的真的很凝重。

大家眼睛都是红的。

Then we went to grandfather's room, and we saw his body on the bed covered with his blanket.

弟弟哭了。

我强忍住眼泪。
忍。

However, during the funeral, which is really really saddening, almost all of us cried.

It is that....
heartbrokening.

Then when we went to the coffin,
we know that 阿公走的安心。

因为他那慈祥，带着微笑的表情，是我永远永远不会忘记的。

2009-05-06T00:00:00.004+08:00

五月五日， 11.15pm

外公走了。
离开了我们。

二姨哽咽着打来。
母亲吓坏了，飞奔似地和父亲赶到外公家.

正在修改PI 的我，傻眼了。
接了电话，回到电脑荧幕面前，眼泪簌簌流下。
完全不知道自己在干什么，只不过就一直望着荧幕，回想着外公以前那慈祥的笑容，对我们种种的好，

想着，
哭着，
想着，
哭着。

就这样走了。
外公。

每年母亲节，大家都会聚在外公外婆家。
这星期天，怎么办？

怎么办？
怎么办？
怎么办？
怎么办？
怎么办？

外公，你会永远在我们心里.
我相信外婆会加油的。

2009-04-27T19:39:00.003+08:00

Today I received the msg that brought me joy and anxiety at the same time.
Next Wednesday, 6 May, I'll be doing it. I'll be conquering my biggest fear, I'll do it.
I CAN DO IT.

2009-04-26T22:24:00.002+08:00

What a weekend!
Well, though not much has been finished as expected, but I'm proud to say that I've really led a fulfilling weekend!

I spent friday consulting on PW, then sumo hse with classmates, then camped at MRT for 1.5 hrs reading CHEM notes, then A SQUARE.

Then sat was spent solely on my PI, which I have to change my idea.

And Sun! Met up with PW grp members and TRIED our best to start on GPP! Then home-ed and tried to finish more hw.

I think I can hang on, don't you?

2009-04-23T23:02:00.000+08:00

These 2 years will be the toughest period of my life.

And it starts from...

NOW

2009-04-20T20:36:00.002+08:00

Regrets may be something that each and every of us hold dearly to our heart but are not willing to face it afterall.

YOUNG PEOPLE ARE SLAVES OF FASHION. DISCUSS.

My speech topic for tml.
But I've not prepared=)

Although I've been whining for ages that time is insufficient, but contradictingly, I did not spend them wisely, and wasted my wkend doing nth but the computer=)

Arriving to tutorials with tutorials undone, how good is that=)

Gotta buck up.

2009-04-18T14:18:00.005+08:00

Sometimes when you feel vulnerable, even the slightest obstacle topples you down.

But you know that you still have to go on, regardless of how long or far you need to take to reach

You know you still got to do it.

2009-04-18T12:23:00.007+08:00

跟夏天才告别转眼满地落叶
远远的白云依旧无言
像我心里感觉还有增无减
跟去年说再见转眼又是冬天
才一年看着世界变迁
有种沧海桑田无常的感觉

oh~Friend
我对你的想念
此刻特别强烈

我们如此遥远

朋友孩子的脸
说着生命喜悦
如果说我们依然相恋
说不定在眼前是另外情节

oh~Friend
我对你的想念
此刻特别强烈
这么多年

oh~Friend
我对你的想念
此刻特别强烈
如此遥远
Friend~

Xin Fang's 17th
I'm really grateful that I've known you guys.

2009-04-18T10:28:00.014+08:00

Let all the pictures do the saying about what I've done for the past few weeks.

Tags replied:

xin fang+Elaine: Thanks for your encouragement.=) 我会坚强的！
Jorin: HAHA! THANKS!
Jimmy: HELLO! The henna prints are nice kk!
Candice: OH MY GOD! Love ya!
Aida: Yes! I remember you! ALL THE BEST FOR SYF!

Our vandalised, really artistic fans

During harmoc.

National EnviroOlympics En-Mazing Challenge

Family Day- Henna and Tattoo

2009-04-17T23:49:00.002+08:00

Regina's life been real hectic nowadays.
The tiredness is really...indescribable.

I really cnt stand days when I sleep at only merely 5hours a day, and drank coffee to wake me up for the whole day.

I'm mentally awake, yet physically exhausted.

It is that horrible.

Hence, today after A square, I went home and thought about it on the way,

" Am I really suitable for JC life? "

JC life is really hectic.

Really.

If I'm already feeling that terrible at only the beginning of the 2 years,
will I go mad after 2 years?

So what I thought,
if only I've set my goals earlier,
if only I know what I want to get in life,
if only I know what I want to be in the future,

maybe I would not land in this state.

when I feel really confused and trapped.

Really.

Confused of what I really want.
Confused of my aim.
Confused.

Maybe I would have been really many times happier if I'm in poly,
or Pioneer JC.

At poly, I'll be focusing on only one area of interest, and its more of really hands-on experience.
At PJ, I'll only need to wake up at 6.30am.

I'm really getting sick of the travelling from BP to Yio Chu Kang everyday.
Really sick of the MRT.
Really sick of being confused and aimless.

Maybe I still need more motivation to go on.
Maybe I'm just too vulnerable.
Maybe.

Perhaps I'll transfer from AJ to poly nx year.
Perhaps.

I'm not inferring that I don't like AJ.
In fact, I am getting the rock of it.
I love my classmates.
I love my cliques.
I love the library.

But, the complexity of human nature, even myself, could not apprehend it.

Study study study.
Travel Travel Travel.
Rush Rush Rush.

mass photo-uploading tml.

2009-04-03T22:41:00.001+08:00

How desperately I am, smashing myself into pieces, in order to squeeze through the mini holes.

I am afterall, the third-party.

2009-03-28T14:15:00.002+08:00

Pls support EARTH HOUR by switching off your lights or even computer tonight at 8.30pm till 9.30pm.

The Earth needs a rest.

2009-03-27T21:50:00.004+08:00

Its just been such wonderful 2 days it had been for the Festival of life workshop and Resilience workshop.

For the FOL workshop, I chose the Hip hop dance with MinYi as I thought that it would be damn fun.

and YES, the dance is rather fun, but I realise that I CANNOT COORDINATE MY HANDS AND LEGS MOVEMENTS very seriously!!!

I thought I was quite good during the sec 3's hip hop dance thingy, but why it doesn't apply to me this time!!!

Moreover, I looked like a fool beside Min Yi who is a SYF dancer.

But overall, I still enjoyed myself( though during the formation, I stood in the middle of the first row for our group that explains lots of my embarrassment) with such a great instructor, who had danced with Beyonce and some other famous singers before.

AND YES! TODAY'S RESILIENCE TRNG!!!

Its at Sembawang Camp Challenge and hence i get to wake up later as its nearer compared to Yio Chu Kang.=)

So we got there, and started with the high elements first, and it did not disappoint me as its really really FUN.

We started with the ROPE safety precautions, its mainly the same as OBS and hence I'm really proud to say that I'm quite skilled with it( esp on the "Billeying" --I don't know how to spell it out)=)

Yes we got a really humorous instructor call "FU-FU" for the high elements for my group.=)
And yes we climbed up on the wooden pole to almost 3 storeys high to the single rope and began to walk.

Its really thrilling and exciting and though I say that I really looked forward to the high elements before the whole thing , my legs are still trembling while standing on the single rope.

The low elements are equally fun as well=)

Esp. the "GREAT WALL OF CHINA", which we combined with PDG 22, which has only 3 guys.
And at this activity, we must really put our hands tgt to clap for our class's guys, such as Benjamin and Wen Xuan who helped to carry everyone up the wall, and Terence and Steven who are responsible for pulling the people up the wall.=) Great job Guys=)

And yes the Geocatching is tiring but fun too=)
And for the roadblock, we did the Tower of Hairo, which is the game I was responsible for as a student explainer in Science centre, and hence since I were once someone who explained how to play the game, I played the game until I close eyes also can finish! Haha. kk. there's some sort of exaggeration over here.

And through the questions, I realise BATS ARE NOT BLIND and COVEN IS NOT A GROUP OF 3 WITCHES and finally, all thanks to Mr Osgodby which taught me before that o'clock means "of the clock" instead of " on the clock". it came out as one of the questions.

Alright, and the food is equally appetizing=)

OVERALL, its really really very FUN and makes me recollect my OBS memories as well=).
One of my best days in AJ! And its more fun than orientation and harmoc camp=)!

2009-03-25T23:44:00.004+08:00

If you are happy if you know, clap your hand.

I am happy,
and blessed for who I am.

I love to joke around even in the most serious situations.
I love to be the one who brings about laughter to the others.
I love to be the most positive person who see things in the good-est side.

Year 2009 is really a splendid year.
A year when I see myself growing up, really quickly.

I cnt believe how much I have changed.

really a lot.

I tried out many other different things too, which I thought, in my whole life, I would never be connected to them.

such as being a Treasurer.

I've never ever thought that I would get a role other than Mother Tongue rep in my school life, esp a role which is connected to money.

such as trying out a relay run.

I've never ever stood on a track field ever in my life, until I come to JC. I was always part of the audience, cheering for my classmates on the track field, trying their best-est for our House.

such as trying out for more leadership positions.

I once thought that I am born to be led, never to lead the others. I was always the joker in my sec sch class, which is already not very convincing as a leader.

such as having my own ideas and trying to present them in front of a whole group of people.

I still remember that when I am in sec 2, I stood in front of the whole class and just looked intently at my script, while doing my public speaking. Then my clique would just burst into giggles as I speak into English, as I am not very fluent in my English at that moment, with my very "thick Chinese accent", though I'm pure S'porean. From then onwards, speaking up had always been my greatest fear. I get the wobbly legs and jittering teeth as I speak in front of others. However, I'm trying my best to conquer it now. Trying my best-er. and my best-est.
Though even during the mini PW presentation, I still got the wobbly legs and my unclear articulation, I'm glad to say I'VE IMPROVED=)

I love what I am and what I have now.

Though intially, I really detest AJ to the core, but now, I'm really adapting well, getting the pace of it, and hitting the rock of it.
I am really thankful for what I have in the past and what I have now.

My secondary school life is my most marvellous years of my life, but my sec school life is STILL to prepare myself for my JC life right?

Aj-Bpians: Though I do know that we really cannot revert from bp-style to aj-style within such a short time, we still cannot let go of our dearest friends whom we hold so dearly to us, we still cannot forget the wonderful memories which will always remain in the deepest of our hearts.

But isn't it time to let it go already, to accept and change?

Living in the past is a torture.
Not accepting is not a form of expression.

And you know what, I'm already feeling really excited about certain events, such as tml's FOL , and Fri's Resilence Trng, and the start of PW, and the possible performances coming up for harmoc.

really excited. and looking forward=)

2009-03-21T17:53:00.002+08:00

Harriet Beecher Stowe:
"The bitterest tears shed over graves are for words left unsaid and deeds left undone."

REGRETS

Charles DuBois:
The important thing is this: To be able at any moment to sacrifice what we are for what we could become.

changes

Elie Wiesel:
The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference.
The opposite of art is not ugliness, it's indifference.
The opposite of faith is not heresy, it's indifference.
And the opposite of life is not death, it's indifference.

INDIFFERENCE

Rose Walker:
"Have you even been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...

You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends" or "how very perceptive" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.

I hate love. "

L.O.V.E.

I don't like to smile.
I've built up such a thick wall of defence of wall around me, so that no one can get in.
Because of it.
Because of it.
Because of it.
I can't believe that I still cnt get over it.
How stupid I am.
Letting it stumping over my future.
Blocking my happiness.

In the end, I've turned into a porcupine, pricking everyone who comes near to me, so that they will not hurt me.

Too vulnerable for pain.
Again.

2009-03-21T16:49:00.002+08:00

I saw this quiz on Candice's blog, and I feel like trying=)

WHAT STUPID THINGS HAVE YOU TRIED OUT?YOUR SCORE:
83/160( I PASSED!!!HURRAY!!!)

(x) Smoked A Cigarette, out of curiosity only when i'm in pri sch!
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex, when i'm a baby i think
(x) Kissed Someone of the opposite sex, when i'm a baby i think
( ) Are / Been In Love
( ) Dated a teacher
(x) Said hi to a random stranger
(x) Hugged a tree trunk
(x) shaved your legs
(x) Been Dumped
7

( ) stayed up for 72 hours straight
(x) Dumped Someone
( ) Been Fired
8
(x) Been In A Fist Fight with my brother
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person who doesn't?
( ) Skipped School when I was p4
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
( )Seen Someone / Something Die
10

( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Had/ Have a Crush On One Of Your Best Friends Siblings
( ) Saw any kind of animal having sex
(x) bite your nails before
(x) blown a flying kiss
( ) wore your mothers/fathers nicknaks, nicknaks?
(x) believe in fairies
13

( ) Had/ Have a Crush On One Of Your Teachers
(x) Been On A Plane
(x) Thrown Up From Drinking, this is not stupid! puking after drinking is natural.
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
( ) Been in any relationship
16

(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
( ) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes
( ) Made A Snow Angel
( ) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite, I even fly kites at this age=)
( ) Abused an animal
(x) Built A Sand Castle
20

( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up
( ) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
( ) Winked at a stranger friend
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake
(x) Been Tickled
27

(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized, drawing on hands counted?
(x) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood
( ) Won A Contest 1st runner up
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
( ) Seen a psychologist
31

(x) Have/had image problems
(x) Have/had mixed your own cocktail
( ) Escaped punishment in school/work
(x) Got lost in Orchard Road, frequently=(
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
( ) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight
(x) sang in the lift
(x) Jumped in the sea
(x) Hated The Way You Look, not totally, just don't like the eye expression I gave others, they said I look fierce=(
38

(x) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud, yes, during my P5 CAMP.
(x) Been Lost , FREQUENTLY
42

( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins I paid for a $12+ item with ALL coins too!
( ) Have a tattoo, neverever will this occur on me.
49

( ) Have a naval/eyebrow piercing
( ) watched 3 movies in a cinema
(x) went cycling/bladeing at 4AM
( ) Peck-Kissed an animal
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made a Prank Phone Call
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
53

(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach
( ) Crashed A Party
55
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
( ) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey
(x) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Swore at the teacher, in front of them
( ) Swam With Dolphins
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kissed A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
59

( ) Sat On A Roof Top
( ) Stayed out all night at a fast food outlet
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 10 Hours
60

(x) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to a friend you care about
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
( ) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone
(x) Believed In Ghosts, in the past
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited someone in Jail
(x) Played Chicken DANCE?
64

( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Broke into a school at night
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused
(x) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later( my dad caught it?)
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
( ) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed
68

( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test( accidently peeked)
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
(x) French Braided Someone's Hair
71

( ) Gone Skinny Dipping ???
(x) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(x) Tried to hurt yourself
(x) Tried to hurt your friend
(x) Knocked into a wall in public
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster, I LOVE ROLLER COASTERS=)
( ) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
76

(x) Puked because you ate too much
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black Mailed
(X) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Drank Alcohol
(x) Been shot at/or at gunpoint, my bro's toygun
82

(x) Made out with a complete stranger , does this mean making friends or??
( ) Flattened someones tires
( ) Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

83

2009-03-19T21:50:00.011+08:00

Life's been real hectic for me, and pretty tiring. But I lead it fulfilling=)

THE BLACK FRIDAY(13.03.09) From left: Sunshine, Jacelyn, me, Min Yi, Vivian

( Sunshine seems to be laughing really heartily) =O

Sunday(15.03.09)

met up with Xin Fang to print photos to make Elaine's present.

Then we proceeded to her house, where I stayed until 11pm to do the scrap, and then home-ed and continued on the scrap till 4am.

Monday(16.03.09)

HAPPY 17TH!

celebrated Elaine's birthday earlier.

Its really a sucky day which the rain spoiled our plans to Sentosa for a picnic.

Intially I went to Ty's hse to help on the sandwiches and finish up on the scrap.

Then the heavy rain came=(

We went for bowling instead.

then pool-ed at Beauty World. Its my official first attempt on pool, but I think I fared well=)

I like this photo!!! (because I took it!=))

Ting Yan the pro

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Ting Yan's trying to compete with me who looks more bitchy with the flower!

Of course, I'm better!=X

My efforts paid off =)

Wed( 17.03.09)
Wed marks the start of my quite sucky harmoc camp.

It turns out to be quite a disappointment to me as perhaps I've expected too much=(

Its not totally well-planned as there's quite bad time management and time is really wasted.

And out of the 11 hours(8am-7pm), around 7 hours are spent on practising harmoc and 5 hours of it spent on practising by ourselves. Its really tiring and we really lose our attention gradually.l and turn restless as we played the same scores again and again.

The games are also not very appealing.

I tried to enjoy myself.

I tried.

But I cnt.

Below are some photos I took from harmoc blog.

Jane, my AJHB and BPCO senior.

The guy in uniform is Choon Boon, my Greenridge primary senior, BP senior, AJHB senior.

He's really an eccentric fellow.

Then its time to go home.

The best part of the whole day is the going-home part with the girls as we just keep laughing, esp. with my spastic faces.HAHA!

Mos-ed. I'm really happy to get my Mos shake Strawberry at CWP as I have not drunk it for ages.

Its really a VERY APPEALING DRINK!

One of my best drinks.

recommended to Yee Rui and WeiLing and they were equally overwhelmed by this drink, and keep saying, " 很好喝！很好喝！！“

18.03.09( Day TWo of Harmoc camp)

Its better today in terms of the time management and games.

Did I mention that I overslept!

cabbed from home-Ang Mo Kio which costs a freaking $18.35 as its also peak hour=(

I'll always remember this lesson!

I'll never oversleep anymore this year!!!

Amazing race turns out to be quite a brisk walk to my group.

Then WeiLing and me, being really bored from the intensive self-practices, start to play around with our nametags.

time to snap my fringe!

After the camp, WeiLing and me waited for the seniors to end their briefing before we WESTERNERS, head to Lot 1 for dinner.

Its practically a mini ajhb BP MINI GATHERING as most of them are BP seniors=)

Conclusion:

Overall, the harmoc camp cnt be said as totally successful as there are really flaws for us to pick on. There are really many areas to be improved.

However, I still enjoyed myself for these 2 days, the really hectic 2 days from 8am-7pm, when I saw how strong the bond is within the harmoc seniors and how I know more interesting people and how I develop a greater interest in harmoc.

Be contented with what you have=)

2009-03-09T20:26:00.003+08:00

It really make a difference when I sleep early on a Sunday night.

I am more energetic, boisterous, and ATTENTIVE.

I understand most of the concepts taught in lectures today, surprisingly.

I'm coping well.=)

But I've turned more....

...
...
...

haix. forget about it.
Common test arriving after hoildays.

Back to mugger mood.

Its really......scary when you find yourself sitting in front of the homework for consecutive hours doing hw and reading lecture notes again and again.

2 MORE YEARS.

Brillant sparkles.

2009-03-04T20:04:00.003+08:00

I'm seriously drained of energy and my favourite line as expected, "I NEED MORE SLEEP".

I'm not the kind that can survive with merely a pathetic 4to 5 hours of sleep each day and still smile in school.

I need at least 9 hours each day to replenish my energy and clean all the shitty, choked information in my brain.

I cannot even survive now with around 6/7 hours of sleep per day.

I NEED MORE TIME!!!

This is ridiculous as there's still 24 hours per day.

Hence, I think I got to plan really carefully, spend my time wise and sort out my wishlist.

I wish to:

-practise harmoc every 2 days
-update class accounts immediately after funds are collected or spent.
-finish everyday's hw
-read up lecture notes before attending lectures.
-read lecture notes again after lectures and make sure I'm certain of all the concepts
-finish tutorial wkshts once I get them
-read newspapers at least once every 2 days
-clarify doubts asap if I have them

THEY SPOILED MY DAY WITH THOSE RUDE REMARKS.

2009-03-03T18:52:00.002+08:00

I did sth wrong to my previous template and hence have to use this old template=(.

Anw.
Its barely half a week, but I'm really going to die of fatigue.
Accumulated debt of sleep.

I RETRIEVED MY EZLINK!!!

I lost it in school ytd and am REALLY REALLY SAD OVER IT.

But today some good Samaritan found it and handed over to the General office.

THANKS SO MUCH TO XXX!!!!

I may not know your name though I want to thank you personally!

But I REALLY OWE YOU A FAVOR!!!

THANKS SO MUCH.

2009-02-28T12:58:00.002+08:00

"Sometimes the most influential breakthroughs
don't require incredible advances in science and
take years to be appreciated. Equipping the
trailer of a truck with a large, standardized,
removable box required nothing more than a
stroke of imaginative brilliance. And yet the
current global economy is unimaginable without
it. "

I think this is rather meaningful.

2009-02-28T12:30:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I think I'm really doing things which is beyond my abilities.

And hence, giving myself extra psychological burden and STRESS.

I've been giving myself too many commitments but can I MANAGE ALL OF THEM?

I'm trying to fly while I'm still learning how to walk.

Too much, too much.

I shld cut down on it.

I shld I shld.

I know I am too ambitious, too ambitious.

I shld stop it, stop it.

I lack the confidence in myself.

I'm afraid I will fall.

I'm afraid I cannot manage.

I'm insecure.

2009-02-28T12:05:00.002+08:00

I'm the weirdest person in planet Earth.

As mentioned in my previous posts, I AM REALLY REALLY TIRED.

And I said that I WANTED A NAP!

And ytd, I took my nap at 5.30pm...in the end....

I WOKE UP AT 9AM TODAY MORNING.

I THINK I'M A FREAK.

I SLEPT FOR 16.5 HOURS!

Which is approximately my 3 days' sleep duration!

OH MY GOD.

And hence, I missed out DINNER last night, and I WOKE UP HUNGRY TODAY MORNING.

2009-02-27T15:50:00.002+08:00

HE ROCKS.

I AM LUCKY.

I AM PROUD TO TELL EVERYONE THAT I AM RELEASED 1.15 PM every FRIDAY!

which is around the same as sec sch's friday=).

I LOVE FRIDAYS.
After fridays are the wkends, and thats when I meet up with my best of the best friends and update each other about our lives.

And yes, I'm really going to close my eyelids any moment.

Today is terrible.
I practically dragging my body from here to there, and I THINK I'M A ZOMBIE.

I nearly slept during econs lecture today.
But thank goodness econs is real interesting and its my tutor conducting the lecture and he's a REAL GOOD TEACHER!

Physics is terrible.
I think I'm really gonna perform badly for physics.
The tutor is practically slacking and he wants students to come out to the front and explain their answers and HE WOULD NOT HAVE TO EXPLAIN THE ANSWERS!
We discuss the questions as a group and practically we would be asking each other about our answers and how to solve them.

While HE just walks around and supervise us.

TERRIBLE TEACHER IN MY WHOLE LIFE.

I miss Miss Chew's very detailed explanation and Mr Hisham's sense of humour while conducting serious lessons.

Phototaking today.

I think I LOOK TERRIBLE!

I forgot to bring my tie and have to borrow it from my classmate who finished her photo-taking.

Hence I 'm really in a rush and I think my tie is slanted in the photo.

Moreover, I CNT STOP LAUGHING WHILE TAKING THE PHOTO!!

The photographer and the other 2 photog guys said that my fringe is unacceptable and I gonna shift it a little more to the side.

while I was "arranging" my fringe in a deeply amusing way, the 2 photog guys began to laugh.

Then I LAUGHED IT OUT TOO!!!

The photographer laughed too!!!

and after taking the first shot, I laughed again!!!the whole room is practically filled with laughter(the 2 photog guys and the photographer and ME!

The photographer told me to take a deep breath in order to stop laughing.

I TRIED, AND I LAUGHED IMMEDIATELY AFTER THE SECOND SHOT IS TAKEN.

My most interesting experience of phototaking!!!

Kk. I'm tired. AnD i'M GG TO TAKE A NAP.

2009-02-26T20:37:00.002+08:00

Apparently, I have econs lecture notes to read up and physics tutorial to complete.

And I want to sleep early today like around 9 plus.

But, But, I LOST MY ZEST AND MOTIVATION to touch them!!!

I think its because its reaching the end of the week and I'm really really really tired.

And I want to meet up with Elaine, Xin Fang, Ting Yan, WanXuan.

And I want to watch Benjamin's Button.

Feeling the stress.
Hardcore mugger.
Lifeless.

2009-02-26T18:18:00.002+08:00

From left: Min Yi, Vivian, Me, Jacelyn, Sunshine.

PE started today, and hence I clipped up my hair, as its really ma fan for it to "sway" in front of my eyes while I 'm jogging.

PE is fine. Ran 2 rounds intitally, then did some stretching exercises, and another 4 rounds.

Hence its not very hectic, as the 6 rounds are divided and we still had some time to pant b4 another 4 rounds.

Its really very tiring today.
I am really suffering from lack of sleep.
Mass Civics just sucks.
They would just throw the whole batch into the hall, and make us watch a video, which is BLACK AND WHITE AND UNCLEAR, and sounds really muffled.

And they want us to answer questions on this wksht abt the video, which I JUST scrambled rubbish as I really don't know whats the video abt (given the bad quality of the video), and I'm really drained out of energy after PE and lack of sleep.

Physics tutor taught me sth which is really impt in JC life.

which is SELF-DIRECTED LEARNING.

He formed us into grps and told us to discuss abt our own tutorial questions, and mark our own wkshts, and he would just come only if the 5 of us all are unsure of our answers.

And I really agree with my chem tutor who said that JC is diff. from Sec sch. Jc's teaching is very vague and the concepts are difficult to grasp, which mean that ITS ALL TOTALLY ON MY OWN HARDWORK IN JC if I wanna get promoted.

LIFE'S GETTING TOUGHER and panda eyes getting worse.

I went to NYP with Sunshine, Min Yi, Vivian, Abi, and his friend, to makan.

Though I went its open hse before, but I still want to say that polys are just.....SUPER NICE.(i'm out of vocab words you see?)

Their buildings are so NICE.

Their food is so NICE.

I ate Fish and Chips in Blk P canteen, and it cost only $2.80 and there's someone to clear my plates for me.

Chicken Zest in AJ is also super NICE, BUT IT costs$2.70 with the egg, and its sec sch portion, and I've got to clear my plates myself.

NOT FAIR.

2009-02-25T20:05:00.007+08:00

And this post is specially reserved for today.
I had a whale of time today, and I admit that I am really enjoying myself in AJ now.
serious.
My cliques make my day.=)
Life's been so far so good.
Getting along well with my classmates.
And they are nice ppl.
Crazier than what I expected.
And hence, I unleashed the craziness within me too.

Permanent timetable started ytd.
And I do like my timetable after I took a look at WeiLing's and Yun Ying's timetables.
Theirs are horrible.
released really late.
And I'm really fortunate that my lessons are rather "squeezed" together, and that explains the earlier dismissal time.

However, I believe life will become hellish for the nx few months.
Feeling some sort of pressure now.
esp. after meeting my chem tutor.
Its really time to work hard now.
I want to pass my promo exam with flying colours.
and get promoted despite all the commitments I have.

I've been trying to make it a habit to read newspapers everyday.
for my GP paper of course.
rather terrified of it.
And I NEED MORE GENERAL KNOWLEDGE!

Yes. And I joined AJHB, which is Harmonica band. I went to the 2nd practice today.
And I think I'm horrible.
Me and gang sat at the first row, and OOPS, I got RANDOMLY selected by conductor, whom we called LAO SHI, to play solo for a piece of music.

And OF COURSE, I GOT TERRIFIED, AND MY JAW BONE NEARLY FELL TO THE GROUND, AND I GOT THE JITTERS.

esp. when I did not practise the song which LAO SHI told me to blow!
Its like my first time to play that song, and with teeth trembling, I DID IT IN FRONT OF EVERYBODY, AND I KNOW I MADE A FOOL OUT OF MYSELF.

ouch. it hurts.

get it fast and get it over quick.

Then LAO SHI told another 2 ppl to play the same song, and they did a better job than me(if you have ears you can hear it).

But surprisingly, LAO SHI awarded me the prize (a tiny harmonica necklance), most probably I think that he is too lazy to get up the stairs to the other 2 ppl and I'm sitting just in front of him.

OOPS. I shldn't say that, coz HE'S A REALLY NICE PERSON, and I think he FEELS LIKE SHEN LAO SHI, MY BPCO conductor.

And below is my REAL HARMOC, and the harmoc necklance.

You can really play the harmoc on the necklance!

Yah. its tiny. and its cute.

AND I'M JUST BEING LUCKY!

And seriously, I LOVE AJHB.

WHY?

I got many of my friends into AJHB TOO.

WeiLing, YunYing, Yunying' friend( also bpian), Tressa, Yian Lu, Yee Rui, Nadia and her friend.

ANd I REALLY LOVE THE AFTER-HARMOC-GO-HOME-TOGETHER WITH WeiLing, YunYing, Yian Lu, Yee Rui.

Thats the time when I REALLY START MY "SPEECH" and talk continuously. ANd its really FUN with the girls!

And today, during the MRT trip, we saw many "CHILD TALENTED ATHLETES"(LOLX!).

And my bro called me to tell me there's a rainbow in the sky!

In fact there's two rainbows if you are able to see more clearly.

#EDITED: I HOPE YOU GUYS SAW THEM, AS ELAINE LIM JUST TOLD ME SHE SAW THE RAINBOW TODAY TOO!

ANd yes.

I gonna go and do my hw.

Tonnes of hw and lecture notes to read up b4 attending lectures.

I'm tired and I need more sleep!

But I know that I really gonna MUG HARD starting from now, as my commitments may

strained me out later, like Harmoc's concert nx year, NYAA programs etc etc.

And there's PE tml, 6 ROUNDS, CAN I MAKE IT?

And WeiLing and me want to watch Benjamin's Button, Candice, interested???

study hard and work hard.

2009-02-23T19:03:00.006+08:00

Though this post is just a repetition from what Candice and WeiLing had recently posted...I think I SHOULD POST THESE PHOTOS AS WELL!

And hence, last Friday, WeiLing and me began our "weekly" routine, which is going back to bpco...

as we reached really early, we went to the canteen to study first, while waiting for Miss Candice Goh to reach, which is around 2 hours later.

I felt quite terrible actually( not totally) in the canteen, as if the 2 of us are invisible as compared to other ex-bpians( Endrei, WeiLi etc) who also went back to bp.

shall not fill in the details.

Then Miss Candice Goh popped OUT and we went to co room.

Miss Candice Goh created a commotion in the co room, and I think SERIOUSLY, the whole world is looking at the3 of us intently, as if we are some ODDBALLS.

da-zu ended. AND ITS PARTYTIME!

KAITING, EUNICE, RUI ZHI, CANDICE AND ME!

WeiLing, Candice, Qing Xi, and ME!

and HE is our second conductor and my ERHU teacher whom I go to his hse evry sat with Qi Yuen( in the past) to practise. (and thats 10 bucks for each session!)

Candice and Me!

p.s OMG! I think I really LOOK and FEEL senior over there!

And a photo with our beloved Miss Kong whom I look for around every practice( in the past) to photostap SCORES!!

group photo 1! ( can you see the CO hand sign?)

Formal shots!

After visiting the juniors, I went to watch PINK PANTHER 2 with Candice, and fellow SA-EX BPIANS!!!

Overall, I really had a whale of time on Friday!

Meet up with many bpians and I really have this nostalgic feeling.

I mean its like I REALLY LOVE THE BPIAN SPIRIT!

Frankly speaking, we bpians are really like ONE BIG FAMILY.

A BIG FAMILY OF OUR BATCH OF TOTAL AROUND 170 PLUS STUDENTS.

In the past in bp, whereverI go, I would see familiar faces, that I had seen for the past 4 yrs.

regardless of whether this person had talked to me before anot.

BUT I EVEN IF I WALK ON THE STREETS, I CAN RECOGNIZE YOU YOU YOU THAT YOU ARE A BPIAN!

Now when we graduated, even those who had not talked to me for the past 4 yrs in bp, I DO FEEL SOME SENSE OF ATTACHMENT AND FAMILIARITY as if I HAVE KNOWN YOU FOR SO SO SO LONG!

And bpians congregate together.

Just like the SA-ex bpians.

And I really get so nostalgic on Sunday, while doing my hw, and bp memories just flooded my mind.and tears brimmed my eyes.

Remember the CHEERLEADING COMPETITIONS WHEN WE GATHER TO PRACTISE?

Remember the NIGHT-STUDY SESSIONS?

Remember the times when we just came back from holidays and there's this really great commotion as bpians are chatting about their holidays?

Remember about the who who who?

Remember about the what what what?

Remember about the lessons when we were permanently stationed in our class, waiting for teachers to come?

Remember all the nonsense we talked about during lesson transition times?

I MISS EVERYTHING

2009-02-16T23:38:00.002+08:00

I BELIEVE I CAN DO IT ON MY OWN.

AFTERALL, REGINA LIM IS ALL ABOUT BEING INDEPENDENT AND STRONG EVEN W/O HELP RIGHT?

I BELIEVE I CAN.

2009-02-16T21:49:00.002+08:00

REGINA IS BORED.

REALLY BORED!!!

Orientation ended.

And of course after missing 2 days of Orientation, I forced myself that NO MATTER WHAT, I MUST GO FOR THE LAST DAY OF ORIENTATION!!

Orientation finale as I admit, w/o a campfire, is not an orientation.

But I do tried to enjoy myself by self-enthuing.

THOUGH AT THE START OF THE FINALE, I nearly turned from depresssion to suicide from the degree of boredom.

And as I missed 2 days orientation, I also missed out all the interaction with my OG mates.

And I do admit that when I went back school, I do feel WEIRD, and a little OUTCASTED.

And until now, I still cannot remember/ recognize some of the guys in my OG.

And until now, I have not spoken like even more than 5 lines to some girls in my OG.

BUT I'M TRYING, MY DEAR!

On Orientation finale,

although I do grumble a lot about my OG,

although I do complain a lot that I cnt mix in my OG,

although I do said that my OG sucks because after the orientation finale, the other OGs have OG dinners or gatherings, but my OG just dispersed when we were released.

BUT I'M TRYING, MY DEAR.

And somehow,

I feel that school(normal lectures etc) is really better than Orientation.

I'M AN ODDBALL.

I mix better in between lectures, during all the breaks.

And I think my OG mates may be quite shocked that I actually have a voice, because I just practically kept my mouth shut during the orientation and college cip.

And I REALLY REALLY CNT STAND THE PALLID LIFESTYLE IN AJ!

REGINA LIM LIM LIM GONNA ADD SOME COLOURS!!!

STARTING FROM TODAY.

I'M TRYING.

And I'm bored.

I don't know what to do tml.

I want to finish reading my lecture notes!

I AM REALLY EXCITED OVER STUDYING NOW.(its funny, but its true)

And hence, I studied with elaine lame at lot1 library on sunday, where we sat with zong li, anselm and leon.

Anw, PLS BRING UR JACKETS ALONG IF U WANNA STUDY AT LOT 1.

its freezingly cold.

And today, I went home alone as most of my friends still have to attend lectures.

I ended up in Lot 1 library again, studying.

As for tml, I WOULD LIKE TO INVITE YOU YOU YOU FOR A STUDYING SESSION WITH ME.

I'm bored.

and studying alone is boring.

I'm bored.

and BOREDOM KILLS.

2009-02-12T09:53:00.002+08:00

I THINK I HAVE MISSED OUT A LOT.

I have not gone school for two days as I am plagued with my 39.5 degree celsius fever.

And I missed out the couple dances, the games, the photo-taking session, the harmoc induction, and the important briefings, and the interaction with my OG mates.

WHAT ELSE COULD I DO?

2009-02-09T19:40:00.004+08:00

TODAY IS THE START OF ORIENTATION WEEK.

Supposedly, I should be rejoicing that THE REAL FUN HAS FINALLY STARTED.

However, I do know that I should not be expecting too much from AJ's student council's planning and I DO KNOW THE WHOLE WEEK WILL BE FILLED WITH DANCE, GAMES, DANCE, GAMES, DANCE, GAMES and the cycle goes on.

As expected.

tried to make more friends within my OG group.

Anw, I AM AGHAST that within my OG, there's like so many people taking diff. subject combinations, and not what I thought is a purely PCME class.

And hence, I expect people rushing to diff. venues for lectures and tutorials when LESSONS START.

AND I AM STILL SO CONFUSED ABOUT WHAT CCA I SHOULD JOIN.

Guitar is already like no hope.
AND SPORTS AND GAMES are already out of the picture since so many sports have already stop accepting.

Clubs and Societies are like damn boring.

And hence, I am only left with like ccas related to music.

And if there's really like no other ways, I WOULD ONLY HAVE TO RESOT BACK TO MY ERHU WHICH I SWORE I'LL NEVER GO BACK ANYMORE REGARDLESS HOW OUTSTANDING AJCO IS.

2009-02-06T21:11:00.003+08:00

Yesterday and Today were like one of my happiest moments this week.

WHY?

Yesterday!

I WENT TO POTONG PASIR AFTER SCHOOL TO LOOK FOR ELAINE LIM LIM LIM LIM.

I was damn happy yesterday, jumping with undiluted joy when I saw her.

Then I went to collect my pay, and afterwards, we went to ST. ANDREW JC to look at my best friend's study environment as well as catch up with some bpians over there.

The moment I STEP INTO ST. ANDREW, I know that's surely not the place for me.

It is so....

filled with English culture.

Alright. That's all.

And next!
I FINALLY MADE A DAMN GOOD MATE IN AJ.

Her name is Tressa, from Anderson Sec.
And hence, we began to talk non-stop from the beginning to the end of the day!!!

The day was filled with fun and laughter.
And IT IS ONLY THIS DAY WHEN I KNOW MORE ABOUT THE OTHER MG MATES.

HOWEVER!
Just when we know more about each other, we are separated!

That's how amusing AJ is huh!
Putting the orientation on the last day of the week.

2009-02-04T20:24:00.001+08:00

I AM A SINNER.

2009-02-03T17:42:00.008+08:00

1Feb(初七，人日)

Went 洛阳大伯宫

龙爸爸

羊妈妈

猴二姐兔胖弟

A REAL OX!

牛大便了！BULLSHIT?

OLD ONES ARE BETTER.

How much I agree to this currently.

2nd school day and I know that I have to update sth about start of school and CNY.

SPEAKING ABOUT START OF SCHOOL, I SHOULD START FROM YESTERDAY, WHICH IS ONE OF MY WORST DAY OF MY LIFE AS IF ITS TOTALLY SCREWED UP.

2/2/09(MONDAY)

-woke up at 4.50am.

-met up with WeiLing and Yunying before mrt-ed to school.

-entered school.

-attendance starts at 7am

-I was the first in my group to reach.

-Then this guy came and sat beside me shortly after.

-WE said a POLITE HI to each other, afterwards no WORDS ARE EXCHANGED.

-led by MGLs to auditorium.

-NO more seats as I am one of the last few to get in.
-Sat beside this guy.

-My LHS no ppl.

-All the other girls in my group sat at another area and began to start interacting.

-LEFT ME ALONE

-Then TALKS start.

-PRINCIPAL TALK,

-NTU TALK

-NUS TALK

-SMU TALK

-CHEM TALK

-BIO TALK

-PHYSICS TALK

-MATHS TALK

-ECONS TALK

-CHINESE TALK

-GEOG TALK,

-HISTORY TALK,

-ENG LIT TALK

Then END.

WITH ME PATHETICALLY ALONE, meeting NO NEW FRIENDS and NOT SPEAKING A SINGLE WORD AT ALL.

Between all these talks there's only a 15mins toilet break.

NO RECESS BREAK?

THIS IS MY SCREWED UP FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL.

After school, bought school uniform.

Home-ed.

3/2/09

-Today is better.

-Determined to change my fate and revert back to my HIGH SELF(which CHUA CHUA

MOTIVATED ME!), I approached this girl in my group to ignite a conversation.

-AND FORTURNATELY, IT ALL WENT SMOOTHLY.

-LECTURES STARTED.

-FIRST OF ALL, PHYSICS LECTURE.

- TALKED ABOUT CREATIVITY.

-Then Lunch BREAK.

- tHEN GEOG LECTURE,accompanied WeiLing in auditorium

-then econs lecture.

-AND I AM SURPRISINGLY INTERESTED IN ECONS, AND LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!

-School ends.

-bought another set of uniform again.

-MRT-ED with WeiLing

-met Jian Kai

-then meet up with Zheng Wei,

-then lunch at CWP

-AND hence the 3 of us, with nth much to do since our schoolS are released early than other schools( for your information, we are released at 12 plus!) roamed around here and there and finally

-HOME SWEET HOME

SUMMARIZING TODAY, TODAY IS BETTER THAN YESTERDAY.

MY MOOD IS BETTER.

JUST THAT I REALLY GONNA DO STH TO MY RUNNING TAP NOSE.

And I am currently thinking what I should do tml since I only need to attend Chem lecture which ends at 8.45 am and then after which I do not need to attend Lit, Bio, Hist lectures and I have two breaks and that mean I HAVE 5 HOURS FREE BEFORE MY CCA CARNIVAL.

2009-01-20T20:31:00.002+08:00

Its a coughing day.

I've been coughing throughout the day and I think most probably my lungs are blown out.

Anw.

I FEEL LIKE GOING TO THE ARCADE FOR THE BBALL SHOOTING GAME!!

Chua Xinfang, Elaine Lim, Ong Ting Yan, you guys got the hint?haha

esp. the Suntec's one and during weekdays when there's not many ppl.

Sheng Shiong-ed was fun.

Just that my brother was way too irritating and ran here and there, in the end I had to look for him all the time instead of looking at the CNY items.

saw WeiShiong( shld be. from 4L1.) and Jiajing at there.

They are working there.

Alright. I'm gg off to watch 霹雳MIT.
I have not finished it yet.

2009-01-19T22:09:00.004+08:00

SHOPPING.

Shopping with my sister can be one of the best/ scariest things in the world.

It all depends on her mood.

And hence, the 2 of us went Far east-Bugis street to get our CNY items.

And WE DID NOT LEAVE EMPTY-HANDED.

I've burned a big hole out of my pocket as my sis has not gotten her pay.

I PAID FOR EVERYTHING!

but I believe she will be paying me back soon=)

bought my specs=)

got my heels=)

and will be getting this in a few days.

P.S. not the females. but the item on their hand.

though I know that this phone has no WIFI...unlike Sony Ericsson G705( which I really really like!)....but its really time I GET A DECENT PHONE for myself!!!

I can see my pay vanishing into thin air.

will be getting my school shoes soon.

OMG. I've been like spending too much!!!

My pay is around over 1K.....and I have to spend for my CNY clothes..phone...specs...school shoes...school bag...AND BEING A REALLY FILIAL DAUGHTER...I GAVE MY MOM $128 this year.(*though I gave my mom around $300 last year)

But getting a job means being financially independent.=)

UPCOMING ACTIVITIES...

Tues: CNY SHOPPING AT SHENG SHIONG WITH MOM AND BRO, outing with wx+elaine

Wed: school shoes hunting with candice and weiling at queensway.

thurs: outing with elaine, xinfang, tingyan

fri: back-to-school CNY celebration.

Sat: get ready for CNY

Sunday: CNY reunion dinner

Monday: bai nian at ah ma's hse

Tues: bai nian at nai nai's hse+ my hse

Wed: bai nian

Thurs: bai nian

Fri: bai nian with friends

Sat: get ready for school

Sunday: get ready for school

I gonna get well soon!!!

P.S. I felt really #$!#$!$#!$#@%^&^^%!@$today as I have 11 mosquito bites!!!!including my face!

2009-01-17T23:37:00.001+08:00

I had a great time msn-ing with Elaine, Candice, Dino, Shahid at the same time just now!

I wanted to sleep at 10 plus today.
but I failed again.
sleep tight.
It'll be a long day tml.

2009-01-17T13:53:00.003+08:00

Not me, not I- Delta Goodrem

There's a story behind each song.

Listen carefully to the song and pay attention to its lyrics=)

You love it just like I do.

2009-01-17T13:15:00.008+08:00

NO WORDS NECESSARY !!!

recently, I received an email from my junior titled " NO WORDS NECESSSARY".

Out of curiosity, I opened the email which I normally do not do as I WOULD JUST DELETE THE

email immediately thinking that it's just a chain letter that would curse me to death at the 12

midnight etc.

Look at the pictures below!!!

Our oral skills come in handy now!!!

The expressions are sufficient enough to tell us what the characters are feeling.

NO WORDS ARE NECESSARY.

DON'T YOU AGREE?

haha.just a random topic.

2009-01-16T23:42:00.003+08:00

I've been listening to some songs recently.
And I am so HAPPY to find some songs which I REALLY REALLY like the melody.

No Defence - Lucie Silvas